Submissions by FlyIntoDeath (Grimdark Rose)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Metalhead, Homestuck, Otaku, Freak of Nature, Martial Artist, Me.
FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
26th Mar 2013 7:25pm
26th Mar 2013 7:25pm
Senses Capture
Shadows in my room, staring at me. Half open eyes, not daring to see. My mouth is sealed, not able to speak. The sound of voices, humming in my ear. It was midnight, but alas, I had failed to doze. An insomniac. That’s what I was. And still am. For after that fateful night, I never slept again, well, soundly at least. The cold winter air slowly seeped through my window, sending a chill down my spine. I drew in a deep breath, and got up from my warm pile of blankets on the floor. Snatching a particularly fluffy one, I wrapped it around myself and began to slink down the hallway. My eyes...
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Mar 2013 6:56pm
26th Mar 2013 6:56pm
In Visible Light
Hiding behind a mask of broken dreams
She can't find her way back
She'll live in the shadows forever
Never to return to the Happiness she once had
Her soul, a hollowed out husk
Her mind, a place of horror.
All she wanted was to be alive
And yet, Her life went on without feeling
Her mind numbed by the harshness of reality
Her heart bathed in the fact that she will never again be whole
Her soul aching for something more than emptiness
Her hearts shattered pieces lie broken time and time again
She would cry out
trying to find some shread of...
She can't find her way back
She'll live in the shadows forever
Never to return to the Happiness she once had
Her soul, a hollowed out husk
Her mind, a place of horror.
All she wanted was to be alive
And yet, Her life went on without feeling
Her mind numbed by the harshness of reality
Her heart bathed in the fact that she will never again be whole
Her soul aching for something more than emptiness
Her hearts shattered pieces lie broken time and time again
She would cry out
trying to find some shread of...
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ANGER POEM
Published
24th Mar 2013 11:03pm
24th Mar 2013 11:03pm
I Hate Everything About You.
A girl.
Innocent.
Happy.
Smiling.
A boy.
Malicious.
Judgmental.
Misleading.
The girl.
Talking.
Laughing.
Friendly.
The boy.
Listening.
Snickering.
Silently Judging.
He Comments.
She's hurt.
She shows it, not.
Days pass.
Scars Appear.
She hides them.
He notices.
She thought she loved.
She was wrong.
He blackmails,
To tell them all,
Of her silent addiction.
She's forced,
To stay with him.
Innocent.
Happy.
Smiling.
A boy.
Malicious.
Judgmental.
Misleading.
The girl.
Talking.
Laughing.
Friendly.
The boy.
Listening.
Snickering.
Silently Judging.
He Comments.
She's hurt.
She shows it, not.
Days pass.
Scars Appear.
She hides them.
He notices.
She thought she loved.
She was wrong.
He blackmails,
To tell them all,
Of her silent addiction.
She's forced,
To stay with him.
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Mar 2013 11:21pm
6th Mar 2013 11:21pm
I Am II
Who am I? That's what they ask. All I want to reply is "The Broken One", "The Ugly One, "The one who doesn't Fit."
The one who can't stand the world in which she lives. The one who needs to cry, but can't find the tears. The girl who fakes all smiles.
The one who needs to get away. The one who is outcasted because of what and who she is. Long since forgotten. She who can't do anything to save her own life.
The one who gets judged for how she looks. "That girl with the weird hair." "The black clothes", "The long sleeves." ...
The one who can't stand the world in which she lives. The one who needs to cry, but can't find the tears. The girl who fakes all smiles.
The one who needs to get away. The one who is outcasted because of what and who she is. Long since forgotten. She who can't do anything to save her own life.
The one who gets judged for how she looks. "That girl with the weird hair." "The black clothes", "The long sleeves." ...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
29th Jan 2013 00:42am
29th Jan 2013 00:42am
So I Thought
You laugh as you joke.
You say you love me.
Not really, though.
Funny.
To you.
I asked him to ask you.
You said you're not like that.
I hate to look at you.
Although I love.
With all of my being.
I thought you'd love me back.
I thought I knew.
I thought wrong.
You say you love me.
Not really, though.
Funny.
To you.
I asked him to ask you.
You said you're not like that.
I hate to look at you.
Although I love.
With all of my being.
I thought you'd love me back.
I thought I knew.
I thought wrong.
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Jan 2013 5:17am
20th Jan 2013 5:17am
I Am
I am the one girl who always fakes her smiles.
The girl whose sleeves are always long, even if it's 80 degrees on the dial.
I'm the one who can't show her skin.
Barely even her arms, where the scars begin.
The one who cant stop thinking of death.
The suicidal thoughts interrupting her rests.
The one with a noose handing over my head.
I'd so much rather be up there, dead.
And it's funny, how they say they understand.
They wouldn't care if they saw my blood when it ran.
I am the word "freak" carved into my skin.
I am the embodiment of...
The girl whose sleeves are always long, even if it's 80 degrees on the dial.
I'm the one who can't show her skin.
Barely even her arms, where the scars begin.
The one who cant stop thinking of death.
The suicidal thoughts interrupting her rests.
The one with a noose handing over my head.
I'd so much rather be up there, dead.
And it's funny, how they say they understand.
They wouldn't care if they saw my blood when it ran.
I am the word "freak" carved into my skin.
I am the embodiment of...
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ANGER POEM
Published
14th Jan 2013 2:36am
14th Jan 2013 2:36am
Father
Every move I make.
Every breath I take.
Every word I say.
Criticism every day.
Not saying I love you anymore.
You made me fall to the floor.
Outside in the pouring rain.
I remember the day you went insane.
And since you came back,
I've kept my emotions tightly packed.
And when I saw you cry,
I'd wished I could just die.
I don't like our talks.
For when we do,my mind just walks.
I really don't know why I bother,
Dealing with you, My insane father.
Every breath I take.
Every word I say.
Criticism every day.
Not saying I love you anymore.
You made me fall to the floor.
Outside in the pouring rain.
I remember the day you went insane.
And since you came back,
I've kept my emotions tightly packed.
And when I saw you cry,
I'd wished I could just die.
I don't like our talks.
For when we do,my mind just walks.
I really don't know why I bother,
Dealing with you, My insane father.
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Jan 2013 5:20am
12th Jan 2013 5:20am
Drain It.
This curse in my veins.
This cherry red curse coursing through.
I'd be better without.
So I drain myself with a blade.
This Sorrow in my heart.
I can't live without.
But it locks me up.
So I drain it with a blade.
This hatred in my mind.
I want to live without.
But letting go isn't an option.
So I drain it with a blade.
And after all this draining ends,
I can not deal without.
So I drain it.
With a Blade.
This cherry red curse coursing through.
I'd be better without.
So I drain myself with a blade.
This Sorrow in my heart.
I can't live without.
But it locks me up.
So I drain it with a blade.
This hatred in my mind.
I want to live without.
But letting go isn't an option.
So I drain it with a blade.
And after all this draining ends,
I can not deal without.
So I drain it.
With a Blade.
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