Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write about sadness sorrow grief and death or suicide or love. I'm a dark depressing poet, as well as I am a dark girl all together.
A New Darkness
I've never been one to fear the dark.
Infact, I've always embraced it. I've
Always loved it
But this night, it holds something new.
No tears, no blood. Just silence.
I don't hear the echos of my screams,
I don't hear these words being etched into paper.
I don't hear the splash of ink.
Just over whelming silence.
It's breaking me, and I'm beginning to feel like
There's something further in this heavy darkness,
That's waiting. Tonight, there will be no blood,
Nor will there be tears. Just the silence from the darkness,
And me.
Infact, I've always embraced it. I've
Always loved it
But this night, it holds something new.
No tears, no blood. Just silence.
I don't hear the echos of my screams,
I don't hear these words being etched into paper.
I don't hear the splash of ink.
Just over whelming silence.
It's breaking me, and I'm beginning to feel like
There's something further in this heavy darkness,
That's waiting. Tonight, there will be no blood,
Nor will there be tears. Just the silence from the darkness,
And me.
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Fatal Lullaby
My soul is different, dark and twisted.
Drenched in pain, I've stopped running for my life.
The darkness is inside of me, and I no longer mind.
I'll close my eyes, and I'll see the sky turn black,
Soon It burns cold, yet I now feel nothing.
Blood stains the concrete, and
When I'll close my eyes,
I'll soon discover my fatal lullaby.
Drenched in pain, I've stopped running for my life.
The darkness is inside of me, and I no longer mind.
I'll close my eyes, and I'll see the sky turn black,
Soon It burns cold, yet I now feel nothing.
Blood stains the concrete, and
When I'll close my eyes,
I'll soon discover my fatal lullaby.
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At The End
Shadows seem to swell around me,
And something inside gives in again.
The silence is deafening,
And the air is suffocating.
It's hard to tell what's real,
When I can no longer trust what I feel.
There's a mark on my heart, where I'm
Forever scarred.
I want to escape
This harsh torment.
The dark is growing colder,
Without someone here with me.
Even though you may have left me
On my own in the first story,
I will live to the sequel..
Only, I'll die at the end.
And something inside gives in again.
The silence is deafening,
And the air is suffocating.
It's hard to tell what's real,
When I can no longer trust what I feel.
There's a mark on my heart, where I'm
Forever scarred.
I want to escape
This harsh torment.
The dark is growing colder,
Without someone here with me.
Even though you may have left me
On my own in the first story,
I will live to the sequel..
Only, I'll die at the end.
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This Is My World
You turned around and left,
Now you're already gone just like
Everyone else that came before you.
You left me here on my own, and it's so
Like you to walk the other way.
You left me out here on my own,
Now I realize your absence was the cause of
All my pain. You left, just like everyone else.
I used to wonder how I'd ever design
My world without you, I guess it's all too clear.
Without you by my side, I have come to
See what my world is made of.
This is where everyone I've ever needed
Has always ended up leaving me alone. ...
Now you're already gone just like
Everyone else that came before you.
You left me here on my own, and it's so
Like you to walk the other way.
You left me out here on my own,
Now I realize your absence was the cause of
All my pain. You left, just like everyone else.
I used to wonder how I'd ever design
My world without you, I guess it's all too clear.
Without you by my side, I have come to
See what my world is made of.
This is where everyone I've ever needed
Has always ended up leaving me alone. ...
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Easier Than This
In the end there was never a real beginning,
You've left me empty.
These colors drain like water, and nothing can be done.
I won't dream of yesterday, but I still carry a broken chain.
I keep trying to find a way out.
Now it's like being suffocated by the oxygen around me..
I really thought letting go should've been easier than this..
I find myself a slave of my own anger and betrayal.
I believed again, and found myself feeling poisoned..
I carry a broken chain, wandering through the falling rain,
I thought letting go was easier than this..
You've left me empty.
These colors drain like water, and nothing can be done.
I won't dream of yesterday, but I still carry a broken chain.
I keep trying to find a way out.
Now it's like being suffocated by the oxygen around me..
I really thought letting go should've been easier than this..
I find myself a slave of my own anger and betrayal.
I believed again, and found myself feeling poisoned..
I carry a broken chain, wandering through the falling rain,
I thought letting go was easier than this..
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Kill Me Again
Hate me, because I know
It helps you live.
Get inside my head, and kill me again.
Everything has faded to grey for me,
And my senses already broke.
Kill me again, if it makes you smile.
I will not cry, I will stand strong, I won't fall.
Kill me again, and keep me here till it's over.
I won't break, though it's all too late.
Kill me again, because I'm still broken,
And I'm still hoping that you'll get this done with.
Kill me again, because my whole world
Turned grey, and everything's dead.
Kill me again, and make sure you do it with a...
It helps you live.
Get inside my head, and kill me again.
Everything has faded to grey for me,
And my senses already broke.
Kill me again, if it makes you smile.
I will not cry, I will stand strong, I won't fall.
Kill me again, and keep me here till it's over.
I won't break, though it's all too late.
Kill me again, because I'm still broken,
And I'm still hoping that you'll get this done with.
Kill me again, because my whole world
Turned grey, and everything's dead.
Kill me again, and make sure you do it with a...
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Twisted
Dark thoughts manipulate this mind of mine.
They are always repeating the curse.
My emotions run dry, and I give up
On trying to feel. Within seconds,
I am gone, to the ticking of the clock.
Gone to the twisted side.
Loathing and numbness, are all that's left.
One by one, I cast everyone away,
Because I know, I don't
Want to hurt those I love.
Do I still know how to love?
Either way, this is where I will stay,
Alone, on a path to darkness,
Where I awake in the shadows I have created.
I lose my true self to her again.
I don't...
They are always repeating the curse.
My emotions run dry, and I give up
On trying to feel. Within seconds,
I am gone, to the ticking of the clock.
Gone to the twisted side.
Loathing and numbness, are all that's left.
One by one, I cast everyone away,
Because I know, I don't
Want to hurt those I love.
Do I still know how to love?
Either way, this is where I will stay,
Alone, on a path to darkness,
Where I awake in the shadows I have created.
I lose my true self to her again.
I don't...
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Midnight Blade
I've learned to love the blood.
I've learned to want that
Fragile sensation.
Blood and scars, it seems to
Be my new life now.
Though I do not quite believe this
Is how I will die.
Midnight comes, and the blade appears.
When velvet red trickles down my skin,
I no longer feel numb. I don't feel
Alone, or scared, I don't feel starved.
It shines in what is left
Of the reflection of my eyes.
A harmful shine that I ignore.
My wounds call out, "Don't let me heal."
And I learn a lesson, I start to see
The damaged side of me.....
I've learned to want that
Fragile sensation.
Blood and scars, it seems to
Be my new life now.
Though I do not quite believe this
Is how I will die.
Midnight comes, and the blade appears.
When velvet red trickles down my skin,
I no longer feel numb. I don't feel
Alone, or scared, I don't feel starved.
It shines in what is left
Of the reflection of my eyes.
A harmful shine that I ignore.
My wounds call out, "Don't let me heal."
And I learn a lesson, I start to see
The damaged side of me.....
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Within
You can find me hiding
In this shattered place.
This is where the outcasts go.
Where the rejected lay, with no hope
To get better. The darkness is great.
It's cold, and full of empty echos.
You can hear the cries of us within.
It's uncanny. It's now safety.
I know all your fears.
I hear all your screams.
I've seen you cry,
I know you're torn.
You're no longer in disguise.
I see through that.
So come with me,
Fall into yourself now, doll.
It's just like falling asleep.
Join us, the voices within.
Here you're safe.
Join...
In this shattered place.
This is where the outcasts go.
Where the rejected lay, with no hope
To get better. The darkness is great.
It's cold, and full of empty echos.
You can hear the cries of us within.
It's uncanny. It's now safety.
I know all your fears.
I hear all your screams.
I've seen you cry,
I know you're torn.
You're no longer in disguise.
I see through that.
So come with me,
Fall into yourself now, doll.
It's just like falling asleep.
Join us, the voices within.
Here you're safe.
Join...
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No Hello, No Goodbye.
What good is it to love,
When love always ends?
I'll let the world drift by,
But I won't let myself cry.
I won't say hello,
So I will never have to say goodbye..
When love always ends?
I'll let the world drift by,
But I won't let myself cry.
I won't say hello,
So I will never have to say goodbye..
142 reads
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Voices Calling My Name
The voices call my name,
And they remind me of the pain.
Why can't you love me just a little bit more?
I can't do this on my own anymore.
Sometimes I feel so afraid,
Sometimes I feel so alone.
Why won't you open up your eyes?
Why don't you realize that I need help.
The voices in the dark get closer,
And I can't get through this fight.
If you were to do what's right,
Promise me you won't look away.
I'm hanging on by a thread, and am
Trying for all that its worth.
Carry me away from this place,
Get me off my knees.
Make me...
And they remind me of the pain.
Why can't you love me just a little bit more?
I can't do this on my own anymore.
Sometimes I feel so afraid,
Sometimes I feel so alone.
Why won't you open up your eyes?
Why don't you realize that I need help.
The voices in the dark get closer,
And I can't get through this fight.
If you were to do what's right,
Promise me you won't look away.
I'm hanging on by a thread, and am
Trying for all that its worth.
Carry me away from this place,
Get me off my knees.
Make me...
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Never Will Share The Same Love Again
Though I'm still here breathing,
Though my heart is still beating,
I'm not well, I've gone
through hell. Do you
Still love me? I am dying to know.
Or have you forgotten all that we had?
Cause it's out of sight, so far from mind.
Like I was never there.
Now we will never have the same love again.
It's another set of bones to lay to rest.
It was a love out of control,
But where did it go?
When I'm sober I feel pain, so please make me a promise
Tonight cause I'd rather it all end tonight.
Don't you forget what we had,
Even if we...
Though my heart is still beating,
I'm not well, I've gone
through hell. Do you
Still love me? I am dying to know.
Or have you forgotten all that we had?
Cause it's out of sight, so far from mind.
Like I was never there.
Now we will never have the same love again.
It's another set of bones to lay to rest.
It was a love out of control,
But where did it go?
When I'm sober I feel pain, so please make me a promise
Tonight cause I'd rather it all end tonight.
Don't you forget what we had,
Even if we...
375 reads
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