Submissions by Fallenangelsweapon (Stitchless Wounds)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write about sadness sorrow grief and death or suicide or love. I'm a dark depressing poet, as well as I am a dark girl all together.
Questioning
Although I question many things,
Things I shouldn't and things I have reason to worry about.
I don't know what will go on from here.
I'll stay along for the ride I guess.
That's all I can do.
Just look forward to the future,
And look away from the past
Things I shouldn't and things I have reason to worry about.
I don't know what will go on from here.
I'll stay along for the ride I guess.
That's all I can do.
Just look forward to the future,
And look away from the past
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Every Day
Every day we grow older. Wiser.
But we're always just as confused as when we
Started out. We're still just as curious.
Curious about the little things in life,
And what life does..
We know a small amount about it.
It slowly kills us..
Like what water does to stone, life does to us.
Eating away at our souls at different paces...
Every day we grow wiser. But we're still just as confused.
But we're always just as confused as when we
Started out. We're still just as curious.
Curious about the little things in life,
And what life does..
We know a small amount about it.
It slowly kills us..
Like what water does to stone, life does to us.
Eating away at our souls at different paces...
Every day we grow wiser. But we're still just as confused.
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Crushed
I'm... I'm not even sure what to do at this point..
You somehow got into my head, and
Made your way into my heart.
It was so unexpected,
Yet it was still so like you.
I got shy around you, I got shakey, quiet, and
Was afraid you'd hear the pounding of my heart every
Time you got near.
Now, I don't really know what to do.
It's one of those heart breaking songs.
I know you're falling for another.
And I fake a smile and tell you to go for it.
I blink away the tears, I try to stop the pain
By digging my nails into my palms..
I...
You somehow got into my head, and
Made your way into my heart.
It was so unexpected,
Yet it was still so like you.
I got shy around you, I got shakey, quiet, and
Was afraid you'd hear the pounding of my heart every
Time you got near.
Now, I don't really know what to do.
It's one of those heart breaking songs.
I know you're falling for another.
And I fake a smile and tell you to go for it.
I blink away the tears, I try to stop the pain
By digging my nails into my palms..
I...
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Simple
All I can say is I'm simple,
I love watching the puddles gather rain,
I love listening to the thunder while
Thinking about all of the little things in life.
Everything, the good and bad, sort of fall into place.
All I can say is that I'm simple.
I love to watch the rain,
It soothes a restless mind,
That's as violent as a stormy sea.
I love watching the puddles gather rain,
I love listening to the thunder while
Thinking about all of the little things in life.
Everything, the good and bad, sort of fall into place.
All I can say is that I'm simple.
I love to watch the rain,
It soothes a restless mind,
That's as violent as a stormy sea.
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Craving
My mind is on fire,
I long, I ache to feel the tender touch of the blade.
To feel the slow tearing sting that draws bloody
Maps across my skin that lead no where once again
Claws at my heart.
The craving to see the blood rise from a fresh wound
Lingers in my soul.
But even with the struggling, the suffering,
I find strength in myself to look the other way.
The illness of craving is healed for another night.
All I had to do was fool myself into
Thinking that I'm fine.
I long, I ache to feel the tender touch of the blade.
To feel the slow tearing sting that draws bloody
Maps across my skin that lead no where once again
Claws at my heart.
The craving to see the blood rise from a fresh wound
Lingers in my soul.
But even with the struggling, the suffering,
I find strength in myself to look the other way.
The illness of craving is healed for another night.
All I had to do was fool myself into
Thinking that I'm fine.
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My Uncanny Addiction
I'd rather boil in my anger,
Or freeze in my pain,
Than spill out my mind,
And waste your time.
I can turn to different things,
To help ease the storm I refer to as my mind.
Yes, I do trust you, enough to tell you.
But when I hurt, I'd rather you not know.
Worrying will get you no where.
My depression is like a fur coat.
So many dead things, but it keeps me warm.
It keeps me safe from everyone but myself.
One thing I strangely missed, was my lonely suffering.
It has always been my uncanny addiction.
Or freeze in my pain,
Than spill out my mind,
And waste your time.
I can turn to different things,
To help ease the storm I refer to as my mind.
Yes, I do trust you, enough to tell you.
But when I hurt, I'd rather you not know.
Worrying will get you no where.
My depression is like a fur coat.
So many dead things, but it keeps me warm.
It keeps me safe from everyone but myself.
One thing I strangely missed, was my lonely suffering.
It has always been my uncanny addiction.
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Fallen Warrior
Death seemed like a melody to me then,
But now I know I was my own
Pretty little enemy.
It took over 1,000 scars to find me, and
After wandering back through the Hell I've created,
I can stand taller than before.
As a fallen warrior, I finally have victory at grasp.
But now I know I was my own
Pretty little enemy.
It took over 1,000 scars to find me, and
After wandering back through the Hell I've created,
I can stand taller than before.
As a fallen warrior, I finally have victory at grasp.
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Faceless
Singled out in a faceless crowd, Slitting your eyes
Cutting your mouth,
Trying not to be lost in the crowd, able to see,
Able to make your own way.
Finally can speak, so say your mind.
Faceless and led by a string,
No eyes to see,
No mouth to speak. wandering, lost,
Only to listen to
What you're told,
But you're not living.
Forced to hear and
Go their way,
Living like a puppet
Without a voice,
Shackled down, unable to
Walk away.
You're faceless,
slit your eyes and cut your mouth
Able to see and...
Cutting your mouth,
Trying not to be lost in the crowd, able to see,
Able to make your own way.
Finally can speak, so say your mind.
Faceless and led by a string,
No eyes to see,
No mouth to speak. wandering, lost,
Only to listen to
What you're told,
But you're not living.
Forced to hear and
Go their way,
Living like a puppet
Without a voice,
Shackled down, unable to
Walk away.
You're faceless,
slit your eyes and cut your mouth
Able to see and...
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I Can't Regret You
You never even tried,
And now we're back here again.
I'm so damn tired of these disappointments..
Why'd you tell me you felt the same, if something changes every time?
You threw it all away.
You were showing me hell in the most beautiful light,
I was too blinded by your light
To hear all the whispers, the warnings so clear.
Now we're here again, holding broken hearts, bleeding and crying.
I can't take these anymore,
I fear I'm not strong enough this time.
We fell apart, will I haunt your dreams as you do mine?
But even after...
And now we're back here again.
I'm so damn tired of these disappointments..
Why'd you tell me you felt the same, if something changes every time?
You threw it all away.
You were showing me hell in the most beautiful light,
I was too blinded by your light
To hear all the whispers, the warnings so clear.
Now we're here again, holding broken hearts, bleeding and crying.
I can't take these anymore,
I fear I'm not strong enough this time.
We fell apart, will I haunt your dreams as you do mine?
But even after...
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New Kind Of Insanity
I thought I had ripped her out of my head,
I thought my mind was now clear.
No, no. She was still here.
She was silent for a long while
Waiting patiently till she found something
To use that had made a small crack.
Now I feel her pulling me back in.
Her hand around mine, jerking me towards
Her world I thought I had already escaped.
Her grip tight, making sure my hand
Won't slip from hers again.
I don't intend to fight a war I'll never win,
So I'll let her take me back, I'll
Allow her to take me deeper into the dark.
Maybe then...
I thought my mind was now clear.
No, no. She was still here.
She was silent for a long while
Waiting patiently till she found something
To use that had made a small crack.
Now I feel her pulling me back in.
Her hand around mine, jerking me towards
Her world I thought I had already escaped.
Her grip tight, making sure my hand
Won't slip from hers again.
I don't intend to fight a war I'll never win,
So I'll let her take me back, I'll
Allow her to take me deeper into the dark.
Maybe then...
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Real
I have nothing more left to say.
I've stated all my pain, I've told them
All about it. They reply with lovely words of kindness.
But not to help make my mind be at peace.
They all thought it was simply poetry.
Nothing more. I tried to tell them,
That I was struggling and bleeding.
Everyone thought I was okay, and I
Was only writing to keep them happy.
I am now out of words to say. I'm out of
Ways to beg for help. I can't think of anymore.
I've already run out. They all loved my poetry,
Written in blood, written from the shadows of my mind....
I've stated all my pain, I've told them
All about it. They reply with lovely words of kindness.
But not to help make my mind be at peace.
They all thought it was simply poetry.
Nothing more. I tried to tell them,
That I was struggling and bleeding.
Everyone thought I was okay, and I
Was only writing to keep them happy.
I am now out of words to say. I'm out of
Ways to beg for help. I can't think of anymore.
I've already run out. They all loved my poetry,
Written in blood, written from the shadows of my mind....
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Where Are You?
I do apologize, if I let you down.
I never meant to. I was only trying
To take care of myself.
I was sick of feeling so alone,
Trapped in a world of lies, shadows,
And pain. I needed a way out.
I'm sorry if I let you go. I never meant to.
I just wanted to be okay for once.
But now I'm back. I won't go again,
Even if I'm hurting worse than before,
I'll stay. But where are you?
I promise, I swear, I never meant to
Harm your soul. I always tried to hold up
Your heart. You said you'd hold up mine.
But where are you?
I'm sorry if I...
I never meant to. I was only trying
To take care of myself.
I was sick of feeling so alone,
Trapped in a world of lies, shadows,
And pain. I needed a way out.
I'm sorry if I let you go. I never meant to.
I just wanted to be okay for once.
But now I'm back. I won't go again,
Even if I'm hurting worse than before,
I'll stay. But where are you?
I promise, I swear, I never meant to
Harm your soul. I always tried to hold up
Your heart. You said you'd hold up mine.
But where are you?
I'm sorry if I...
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