Submissions by Fallen_Angel_194 (Imperfect)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"Your only given a Little Spark Of Madness... You Musn't Lose It." -Robin Williams.
Daddy's Little Puppet
Daddy's Little Puppet,
Trying To Be Little Miss Perfect,
Telling Her She'll Never Be Worth It,
Throwing Up Her Food,
Daddy's Little Puppet,
Screaming And Crying All Through The Night,
Daddy's Little Miss Not-So-Perfect,
Daddy's Little Puppet,
Crying All Through The Night,
Counting How Many Times They Had Fights,
Daddy's Little Miss Not So Perfect
Trying To Be Little Miss Perfect,
Telling Her She'll Never Be Worth It,
Throwing Up Her Food,
Daddy's Little Puppet,
Screaming And Crying All Through The Night,
Daddy's Little Miss Not-So-Perfect,
Daddy's Little Puppet,
Crying All Through The Night,
Counting How Many Times They Had Fights,
Daddy's Little Miss Not So Perfect
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All Alone
All Alone...You Said You Wouldn't Leave...But You Did,You Left Me In Hell.You Left Me Here To Die,To Struggle.You Lied,Because I'm All Alone.Curled In A Ball Behind A Door Clutching The Blade In My Hand.I'm All Alone.You Said You Were Here For Me But You Had To Go.I Have So Much Pain That I Won't Show.Because I'm All Alone.Dying On The Inside.You Said You Wouldn't Leave.
I'm All Alone...No One Here To Save me.All Alone In The Dark.....
You Left Me In Hell To Die And Struggle...
There's No Point In Acting Anymore Because I'm All Alone
I'm All Alone...No One Here To Save me.All Alone In The Dark.....
You Left Me In Hell To Die And Struggle...
There's No Point In Acting Anymore Because I'm All Alone
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Pain
Pain.....
So Much Pain,
I Lick The Blade Before I Jab It Back Into My Veins,
Remembering Being Hurt So Many Times,
Crying And Crying,
So She Grabs A Knife and Tries To End Her Life.....
Crying And Crying Because She Can't Do It Yet,
Her Eyes Wet,
Pain,
So Much Pain....
Licking The Blood From The Razor Blades,
Then Jabbing It Straight Into Her Veins,
Pain....
She's Going Insane..
Remembering The Last Time She Was Hurt......
So She Grabs The Blade Again And Does Several Cuts...
One For Him...
Two For You,
Eight For You......
So Much Pain,
I Lick The Blade Before I Jab It Back Into My Veins,
Remembering Being Hurt So Many Times,
Crying And Crying,
So She Grabs A Knife and Tries To End Her Life.....
Crying And Crying Because She Can't Do It Yet,
Her Eyes Wet,
Pain,
So Much Pain....
Licking The Blood From The Razor Blades,
Then Jabbing It Straight Into Her Veins,
Pain....
She's Going Insane..
Remembering The Last Time She Was Hurt......
So She Grabs The Blade Again And Does Several Cuts...
One For Him...
Two For You,
Eight For You......
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I Trusted You.......
I Trusted You.......
Told You Everything.....
You Lied To Me.
I Knew It Was Too Good To Be True!
That You Weren't Really You!!
I Trusted You..
Told You Everything.....
You Lied To Me.
I Knew It Was Too Good To Be True!
That You Weren't Really You!!
I Trusted You..
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No One Gets It...No One Understands...
No One Understands.....
That I Hate Being Here.....
That I Always Swallow My Fear....
No One Sees That I'm Dying On The Inside...
No One Sees That I Want To Give Up The Fight,
And My Life......
No One Gets It That The Blade Is Always Calling My Name.....
No One Understands That My Smile Isn't Real
That I Hate Being Here.....
That I Always Swallow My Fear....
No One Sees That I'm Dying On The Inside...
No One Sees That I Want To Give Up The Fight,
And My Life......
No One Gets It That The Blade Is Always Calling My Name.....
No One Understands That My Smile Isn't Real
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The Unwanted,Broken,Useless,Little Girl
The Worthless Little Girl,
That Trys To Hide Her Pain Under A Smile...........
The Unwanted Little Thing...That People Don't Want Around......
I'm Useless,Have No Purpose......
The Broken,Worthless,Useless,Little Girl,
That Hurts Herself One More Time,
Then Another Cut,
Then Another,
Then "One More",
The Blade Whispers In Her Ear..."C'mon Darling......No One Cares.....Just One More,
The Broken Poor Little Thing,
That No One cares About
That Trys To Hide Her Pain Under A Smile...........
The Unwanted Little Thing...That People Don't Want Around......
I'm Useless,Have No Purpose......
The Broken,Worthless,Useless,Little Girl,
That Hurts Herself One More Time,
Then Another Cut,
Then Another,
Then "One More",
The Blade Whispers In Her Ear..."C'mon Darling......No One Cares.....Just One More,
The Broken Poor Little Thing,
That No One cares About
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Journal Entry #1
11:08 Am
Saturday.
Well,Summer Has Officialy Started And I'm O,So Scared,
I Thought This Would Be Fun.No,Of Course Not,I Have To Worry Aboit Everything! My Thoughts Are Killing Me......I'm SO Scared...I Don't Know What To Do Anymore......I'm Stuck in My Own Hell,And Can't Get Out.
Someone Please Help.......I'm SO Scared....
Sincereley,Confused,Dying Inside,Hurt And Missunderstood
Saturday.
Well,Summer Has Officialy Started And I'm O,So Scared,
I Thought This Would Be Fun.No,Of Course Not,I Have To Worry Aboit Everything! My Thoughts Are Killing Me......I'm SO Scared...I Don't Know What To Do Anymore......I'm Stuck in My Own Hell,And Can't Get Out.
Someone Please Help.......I'm SO Scared....
Sincereley,Confused,Dying Inside,Hurt And Missunderstood
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Numb
The Cuts That I Can't Feel,
My Arms Numb,
Taking The Blade And Watching The Blood Drip Down My Wrist,
The Cuts I Can't Feel......
My Arms So Numb........
Tiny Needles Going Through My Arms.....
Numb......
Watching My Blood Flow Like A River.....
Grabbing My wrist.....
Numb,
I Can't Feel My Arms Anymore........
The Blood Stopped Dripping,
I Lost The Blade.......
Numb,
I Can't See The End Anymore.....
I'm Going To Unlock The Door....
I'm Going To Lose The Blade....
And Finally Feel Some Pain.......
The Cuts I Can't...
My Arms Numb,
Taking The Blade And Watching The Blood Drip Down My Wrist,
The Cuts I Can't Feel......
My Arms So Numb........
Tiny Needles Going Through My Arms.....
Numb......
Watching My Blood Flow Like A River.....
Grabbing My wrist.....
Numb,
I Can't Feel My Arms Anymore........
The Blood Stopped Dripping,
I Lost The Blade.......
Numb,
I Can't See The End Anymore.....
I'm Going To Unlock The Door....
I'm Going To Lose The Blade....
And Finally Feel Some Pain.......
The Cuts I Can't...
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Left Behind.....
Left Behind....
A Little Child Trapped In Her Mind,
The Happiness She Couldn't Find,
Left Behind......
Lost In Hell,Wanting To Be Found,
Left Behind........
Slowly Dying On The Inside.....
Trying To Hide Tears Out Of Sight.......
Trying Not To Give Up The Fight....
Left Behind,
HellBound.....
The Little Child Trapped In Her Own Mind.....
The One That Always Gets Left Behind
A Little Child Trapped In Her Mind,
The Happiness She Couldn't Find,
Left Behind......
Lost In Hell,Wanting To Be Found,
Left Behind........
Slowly Dying On The Inside.....
Trying To Hide Tears Out Of Sight.......
Trying Not To Give Up The Fight....
Left Behind,
HellBound.....
The Little Child Trapped In Her Own Mind.....
The One That Always Gets Left Behind
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Burn And Die....
Burn And Die...
Stuck In A Web Of All Your Twisted Lies.....
Don't Even Bother To Say Goodbye......
Flowers Burn And Die.......
Go To Hell.......
Burn And Die....
Stuck In A Web Of All Your Lies,
Burn And Die...
Don't You Dare Say Goodbye
Stuck In A Web Of All Your Twisted Lies.....
Don't Even Bother To Say Goodbye......
Flowers Burn And Die.......
Go To Hell.......
Burn And Die....
Stuck In A Web Of All Your Lies,
Burn And Die...
Don't You Dare Say Goodbye
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To You Its Just Another Scar.....
To You It's just Another Scar,As If You Even Cared!
You Wouldn't Dare Put Yourself There,
To You It's Just Another Cut,Just For Attention,
To You It's Just A Stupid Scar,As If You Cared!!
You Could Never Put Yourself With Me There,
You Don't Care.....
To You It's For Attention Or Copying Someone,
Well You Know What?
Shut Up,You've Never Cut...You Think We seek Attention... We Don't,
To You It's A Shameful Reminder,
To Me It's Showing That I'm Strong,
To You Im Seeking Attention...
A Scar Isn't For Attention,
I Didn't Do It For Fun,
I...
You Wouldn't Dare Put Yourself There,
To You It's Just Another Cut,Just For Attention,
To You It's Just A Stupid Scar,As If You Cared!!
You Could Never Put Yourself With Me There,
You Don't Care.....
To You It's For Attention Or Copying Someone,
Well You Know What?
Shut Up,You've Never Cut...You Think We seek Attention... We Don't,
To You It's A Shameful Reminder,
To Me It's Showing That I'm Strong,
To You Im Seeking Attention...
A Scar Isn't For Attention,
I Didn't Do It For Fun,
I...
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It Isn't For Attention!
It Isn't For Attention,
Taking The Blade To Your Skin,Making It Feel Paper Thin,
Watching The Blood Trickle Down Your Wrists,Wiping The Tears,
And Swallowing All Of The Fear,
It Isn't For Attention,
Gripping The Razor,
Pain But Also Relief,
Why Can't They See,
That Its Not Attention They Seek,
Cuts Are Sighns Of Strong People Who Fight Battles Without Anyone Knowing It,
It's Not Because They Want Attention,No.
Its A Sighn Of Them Being To Strong,
They Have To Much Pressure,
It Isn't For Attention,
Pushing The Razor Into Your Skin,Making...
Taking The Blade To Your Skin,Making It Feel Paper Thin,
Watching The Blood Trickle Down Your Wrists,Wiping The Tears,
And Swallowing All Of The Fear,
It Isn't For Attention,
Gripping The Razor,
Pain But Also Relief,
Why Can't They See,
That Its Not Attention They Seek,
Cuts Are Sighns Of Strong People Who Fight Battles Without Anyone Knowing It,
It's Not Because They Want Attention,No.
Its A Sighn Of Them Being To Strong,
They Have To Much Pressure,
It Isn't For Attention,
Pushing The Razor Into Your Skin,Making...
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