Submissions by Fallen_Angel_194 (Imperfect)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"Your only given a Little Spark Of Madness... You Musn't Lose It." -Robin Williams.
How Could I Have Been So Stupid..
How Could I Have Been So Stupid..To Fall In Love With you...
I Love You So Much..But Now..There's Pain.. You Left Me here Broken and Beaten.. I Trusted You.. I Tried to be Perfect.. I Loved You...The Cuts Keep Coming..And The Scars Last Longer..You Were The Only One That Use to Make Me Smile.. I Love You But I Also Hate You.. You Did this To Me. You broke me
I Was Just Another Worthless Girl That You Had To Deal With. You Said You wanted Me Around..Well Isn't That One Big Lie.. You were there For me.. And i Was there For You.. But I Guess That Meant Nothing To You.. I Cry Daily...
I Love You So Much..But Now..There's Pain.. You Left Me here Broken and Beaten.. I Trusted You.. I Tried to be Perfect.. I Loved You...The Cuts Keep Coming..And The Scars Last Longer..You Were The Only One That Use to Make Me Smile.. I Love You But I Also Hate You.. You Did this To Me. You broke me
I Was Just Another Worthless Girl That You Had To Deal With. You Said You wanted Me Around..Well Isn't That One Big Lie.. You were there For me.. And i Was there For You.. But I Guess That Meant Nothing To You.. I Cry Daily...
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Empty..
Empty..
When You Left You Took apart Of me With You..
You Never Really Knew How Much you Meant to Me..
When Someone Says Your Name I Flinch and Try not to Cry..
When i Start to think Of You My Wrists Start To ache For a Knife..
I Don't Understand Why You Left,
Empty..
A Wound That Never Heals..
And All The Pain I Feel..
I Want it To end..
I've Tried so Hard To Forget You..
But There's a Little Spot In My Mind..
That Your Always There..
And It Isn't Fair.. I Bet You've Already Forgotten About Me..
The Pain Never Ends..
You Broke Me...
When You Left You Took apart Of me With You..
You Never Really Knew How Much you Meant to Me..
When Someone Says Your Name I Flinch and Try not to Cry..
When i Start to think Of You My Wrists Start To ache For a Knife..
I Don't Understand Why You Left,
Empty..
A Wound That Never Heals..
And All The Pain I Feel..
I Want it To end..
I've Tried so Hard To Forget You..
But There's a Little Spot In My Mind..
That Your Always There..
And It Isn't Fair.. I Bet You've Already Forgotten About Me..
The Pain Never Ends..
You Broke Me...
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It was an "Accident"..
It was an Accident GOD DAMN IT!
Bull Fucking Shit It Was Daddy..
That Shoe That You Threw at My Little Head..
Yeah Fucking right it Was..
You Told Me You'd Never do It Again..
And That you Loved Me..
Well Isn't That One Big Fucking Lie!
You Said You Wished I Died!
Well..Now I Think I Will..
Oh My..Look at all These Pretty Little Pills..
And Mommy's Razor...
This Could Work Well..
It was an Accident..
Yeah Right..
Well..I Think I'll Play With a Knife Tonight..
Since You Said You Wanted Me To Die
Bull Fucking Shit It Was Daddy..
That Shoe That You Threw at My Little Head..
Yeah Fucking right it Was..
You Told Me You'd Never do It Again..
And That you Loved Me..
Well Isn't That One Big Fucking Lie!
You Said You Wished I Died!
Well..Now I Think I Will..
Oh My..Look at all These Pretty Little Pills..
And Mommy's Razor...
This Could Work Well..
It was an Accident..
Yeah Right..
Well..I Think I'll Play With a Knife Tonight..
Since You Said You Wanted Me To Die
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You Weren't ever there..
You Weren't Ever there...
You watched me bleed and Cry..
You said you'd never say Good Bye..
But Of Course That One was a Fucking Lie..
You weren't ever there..
You watched me fade away..and Break..
Piece By Piece..
Every thought of You Tore Me Down More..
I Hate You..But Still Care..
And I Don't Know Why..
You Were The One Who said Goodbye..
Every Word That Came Out Of Your Mouth Was a God Damn Lie..
You Watched Me Bleed And cry..
When Someone Mentioned Your Name I Couldn't Breathe..
The Memories Of You And Me Slowly Killed Me Inside.....
You watched me bleed and Cry..
You said you'd never say Good Bye..
But Of Course That One was a Fucking Lie..
You weren't ever there..
You watched me fade away..and Break..
Piece By Piece..
Every thought of You Tore Me Down More..
I Hate You..But Still Care..
And I Don't Know Why..
You Were The One Who said Goodbye..
Every Word That Came Out Of Your Mouth Was a God Damn Lie..
You Watched Me Bleed And cry..
When Someone Mentioned Your Name I Couldn't Breathe..
The Memories Of You And Me Slowly Killed Me Inside.....
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Kill Me
Kill Me,
Tie The Rope Around My Neck Then End Me,
Please I'm begging You...Just Kill Me,
Kill me,
Hold My Wrists And Slit Them Slowly,
Show Me That I Was Once Alive..and Happy,
Kill Me,
End My Life..
My Wrists are Aching for a Fucking Knife..
Just Fucking Kill Me Already..
No One Wants Me,Or Loves Me..
I Don't Matter Anymore..
Infact..I Never Mattered..
I Was Just a Worthless Girl..
Kill Me..
Slit My Wrists Slowly..Then Fast To Show Me That Life Is Over..
Kill Me Or I'll Do It Myself
Tie The Rope Around My Neck Then End Me,
Please I'm begging You...Just Kill Me,
Kill me,
Hold My Wrists And Slit Them Slowly,
Show Me That I Was Once Alive..and Happy,
Kill Me,
End My Life..
My Wrists are Aching for a Fucking Knife..
Just Fucking Kill Me Already..
No One Wants Me,Or Loves Me..
I Don't Matter Anymore..
Infact..I Never Mattered..
I Was Just a Worthless Girl..
Kill Me..
Slit My Wrists Slowly..Then Fast To Show Me That Life Is Over..
Kill Me Or I'll Do It Myself
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They Won't go away..
Fuck..They won't go away...
All the Memories,And all the Pain..
Not Even the Blade Takes It Away,
It Hurts Like Hell,
Amd I Can't Get Rid of It..
They Won't go Away..
Memories..And Pain..
The Blade Won't even Stop It Now,
One,
Two,
Three,
Four,
Five,
Six,
Seven,
Eight,
Not Even When My Wrists Won't Stop Bleeding,
I'm in So Much Pain..
And It Won't go away,
I Don't Know what to do anymore..
The Only Is Awnser In My Mind is Me Bleeding to Death On The Cold Hard Floor,
Fuck...I Can't Take This Anymore..
The...
All the Memories,And all the Pain..
Not Even the Blade Takes It Away,
It Hurts Like Hell,
Amd I Can't Get Rid of It..
They Won't go Away..
Memories..And Pain..
The Blade Won't even Stop It Now,
One,
Two,
Three,
Four,
Five,
Six,
Seven,
Eight,
Not Even When My Wrists Won't Stop Bleeding,
I'm in So Much Pain..
And It Won't go away,
I Don't Know what to do anymore..
The Only Is Awnser In My Mind is Me Bleeding to Death On The Cold Hard Floor,
Fuck...I Can't Take This Anymore..
The...
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I Have a Name!
I Have a Name God Damn It.
My Name Isn't Nigga,(I Fucking HATE This Word)
I'm a Girl I Mean FUCK!
I Have a Name And I Have Feelings
I Mean Jesus Christ!
I'm So Fucking Tired Of Getting Called a Freak.
FUCK!
I'm So Fucking Tired.
Tired Of Everything!
Breathing and Life Included
I Have a Name
The Next Fucking Girl That Calls Me a Freak..
Is Going to Get Punched In Her Fucking Jaw
I'm Done Being Nice And Not Sticking Up For Myself
I Have a Name God Damn It
My Name Isn't Nigga,(I Fucking HATE This Word)
I'm a Girl I Mean FUCK!
I Have a Name And I Have Feelings
I Mean Jesus Christ!
I'm So Fucking Tired Of Getting Called a Freak.
FUCK!
I'm So Fucking Tired.
Tired Of Everything!
Breathing and Life Included
I Have a Name
The Next Fucking Girl That Calls Me a Freak..
Is Going to Get Punched In Her Fucking Jaw
I'm Done Being Nice And Not Sticking Up For Myself
I Have a Name God Damn It
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I'm Okay.. (This Points Towards Suicide)
I'm Okay..
The Boys And Girls Who Said Those Very Words.. "I'm Okay.."
"Stupid".. "Freak"... "Go Kill Yourself.."
They Laughed The Words Off..Then The Pain Came Running Back..
I'm Okay..
Smiling.. And Laughing..
They Were all Lies..
Every Whimper And Cry...
Those Words Of Hate...
The Boys And Girls Would Go Home And With a Simple Pull Of a Knife..
That Ended Their Life..
Their Suicide Notes..
Saying No One Loved,Or Cared About Them..
I'm Okay...
Those Worthless Words..
Fighting Back tears And...
The Boys And Girls Who Said Those Very Words.. "I'm Okay.."
"Stupid".. "Freak"... "Go Kill Yourself.."
They Laughed The Words Off..Then The Pain Came Running Back..
I'm Okay..
Smiling.. And Laughing..
They Were all Lies..
Every Whimper And Cry...
Those Words Of Hate...
The Boys And Girls Would Go Home And With a Simple Pull Of a Knife..
That Ended Their Life..
Their Suicide Notes..
Saying No One Loved,Or Cared About Them..
I'm Okay...
Those Worthless Words..
Fighting Back tears And...
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That Same Feeling..
That Same Feeling..
Emptyness..
It Never Fucking goes Away,
Not Even With a Simple Pull Of a Blade,
Sometimes I Don't Want to Breathe..
Because I Know I'm Alone..
No One Loves Me,
I'm Broken..and I Can't Ever Be Fixed..
That same Feeling..
Misery,
Smiling And Laughing..
But On the Inside..I Can't Breathe..
It Kills Me..It Hurts Like Hell..
The Cuts Keep Coming and The Scars Last Longer..
That Same Feeling..
The Feeling Of Having No Hope..And Thinking Of Tieing That Rope
Emptyness..
It Never Fucking goes Away,
Not Even With a Simple Pull Of a Blade,
Sometimes I Don't Want to Breathe..
Because I Know I'm Alone..
No One Loves Me,
I'm Broken..and I Can't Ever Be Fixed..
That same Feeling..
Misery,
Smiling And Laughing..
But On the Inside..I Can't Breathe..
It Kills Me..It Hurts Like Hell..
The Cuts Keep Coming and The Scars Last Longer..
That Same Feeling..
The Feeling Of Having No Hope..And Thinking Of Tieing That Rope
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The Broken Girl
The Broken Girl,
She hides her Pain Away,
And Makes Everything Seem Okay..
But What they Really Don't Know Is..
She Carries a Blade..
One,
Two,
Three..
Cuts Become Scars,
The Broken girl,
She Carries a Blade And Cuts Away,
She Just Wants To Escape all The Pain..
He Left Her And That Killed Her..
She Wasn't Ever the Same..
She Cried all The Time And Would Lick Her blood From the knife..
No One Knew How Much She Wanted To Give Up Her Life..
She Took All The Pain Away,With the Simple Pull Of a Knife
She hides her Pain Away,
And Makes Everything Seem Okay..
But What they Really Don't Know Is..
She Carries a Blade..
One,
Two,
Three..
Cuts Become Scars,
The Broken girl,
She Carries a Blade And Cuts Away,
She Just Wants To Escape all The Pain..
He Left Her And That Killed Her..
She Wasn't Ever the Same..
She Cried all The Time And Would Lick Her blood From the knife..
No One Knew How Much She Wanted To Give Up Her Life..
She Took All The Pain Away,With the Simple Pull Of a Knife
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Forever In The Dark
Forever In the Dark,
A Fake Smile,And More And More Scars,
Dreams Over Again and Over Again,
Of Me,Tearing apart My Flesh,
Forever In The Dark,
Me And My Broken Heart,
Creating More Fucking Scars,
It Never Ends...
Putting On a Fake Smile,
It Never Ends..
The Cruel Whispers In The Back Of My Head...
They always Seem To Turn My Arms Crimson Red,
The Misery...It Never Ends
A Fake Smile,And More And More Scars,
Dreams Over Again and Over Again,
Of Me,Tearing apart My Flesh,
Forever In The Dark,
Me And My Broken Heart,
Creating More Fucking Scars,
It Never Ends...
Putting On a Fake Smile,
It Never Ends..
The Cruel Whispers In The Back Of My Head...
They always Seem To Turn My Arms Crimson Red,
The Misery...It Never Ends
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Blood
I'll Rip Your Heart Out And Throw It On The Ground,
Smile And Laugh at You..
I Want You To Know What It feels Like..
Blood,
It'll Be On The Floors And The Walls..
You Did this To Me...
You Hurt Me And Took a Part Of Me With You..
You Basically Killed Me..And Laughed When I Couldn't Breathe...
I'll Make You Eat Your Own Heart..
But That Wouldn't Be Possible Would It...
No,I Suppose It Wouldn't Be...
Well... I'll Rip My Heart Out And Give It Back To You...
Then Take It Back..
I Want you to Know How It Feels...
To Be Broken...And Feel So...
Smile And Laugh at You..
I Want You To Know What It feels Like..
Blood,
It'll Be On The Floors And The Walls..
You Did this To Me...
You Hurt Me And Took a Part Of Me With You..
You Basically Killed Me..And Laughed When I Couldn't Breathe...
I'll Make You Eat Your Own Heart..
But That Wouldn't Be Possible Would It...
No,I Suppose It Wouldn't Be...
Well... I'll Rip My Heart Out And Give It Back To You...
Then Take It Back..
I Want you to Know How It Feels...
To Be Broken...And Feel So...
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