Submissions by FallenAngela

Retreating again to this dark lonely place,
Desperate and broken she hides her face.
Trapped in a cage of guilt and shame,
Past mistakes and unending blame.
Lies...leading to shattered trust,
Protect by walls with an ice covered frost.
A fiery HELL of long buried pains,
Numbed with only a poison about into the veins.

Tears falling again,
Will this self-destruction ever cease to begin?
Silently screaming...
Engulfed by her demons of fate,
Ashamed and wondering if this time she's too late.

6-22-13

i][i][i][font=Courier New]Do you feel anything at all...
Do you have a heart somewhere camouflaged in your hate?
Does it make you feel better to tear down another...
Make you feel as though you're something special?
Do you know the dagger thrown with every word...
The permanent scars you inflict on those you claim to love?
Does it make it easier for you...
To swallow your pain and drown your own shame?
Do you hear their cries...
The ones begging you to listen to their thoughts and needs without shattering their dreams?
Did you forget...
Forget how...

Standing somewhere in this twisted world spiralling ....discouraged hatred growing in this heart...judgmental glances...  devil on one shoulder, Angel on the other....which one will win.... dreams shatter....unable to let it out knowing it would never end.... what next...stab me in the back tear another piece of the already shattered soul....rage building.... unwilling to give in drowning in a sea of disaster..  so many walls blocking the path kicking me 6 ft down...... tired lonely ready to end this life..... strong on the outside crumbling deep inside ....give me a break...just one in this...