Submissions by Fading2Black (OctoberBlack)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a poet and I must admit I be sniffing myself from time to time cause If I don't who else will :)
SELF POEM
Published
4th Jul 2014 7:06pm
4th Jul 2014 7:06pm
Misery (sad)
She is a bitch
She creeps up on you like the morning dew that blankets grass
And makes you feels nauseated
Like fog creeping in the scene of night
leaving it's mist onto the tops of windshields and glass doors
I am disgusted by all but what can I do
She is keeping my mood at a depressing default
Talking does no good
Seeing is believing and there isn't much hope on that end.
Disappear, that sounds like a plan
No one hears you when your begging for help
Lost hopeless
Not a breath of air
Not a grip to hold on to
When the fog creeps...
She creeps up on you like the morning dew that blankets grass
And makes you feels nauseated
Like fog creeping in the scene of night
leaving it's mist onto the tops of windshields and glass doors
I am disgusted by all but what can I do
She is keeping my mood at a depressing default
Talking does no good
Seeing is believing and there isn't much hope on that end.
Disappear, that sounds like a plan
No one hears you when your begging for help
Lost hopeless
Not a breath of air
Not a grip to hold on to
When the fog creeps...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
27th Jun 2014 11:17pm
27th Jun 2014 11:17pm
I can feel it
font=Tahoma,Geneva]Now that I am all used up and messed up I guess you want to dump me
Cause I can't do anything for you to please you
I can't say all the right words
Hold you when your in pain
Caress your heart with my tenderness
I was something
But now I feel like I'm just a body with no soul left
Feeling like there is no hope of repairing myself
I know you don't care at all if I can be or not
How do I know...
...You wake up and look left
Instead of looking right to where I rest
Damaged I sit in a dark corner of the dimly lit apartment...
Cause I can't do anything for you to please you
I can't say all the right words
Hold you when your in pain
Caress your heart with my tenderness
I was something
But now I feel like I'm just a body with no soul left
Feeling like there is no hope of repairing myself
I know you don't care at all if I can be or not
How do I know...
...You wake up and look left
Instead of looking right to where I rest
Damaged I sit in a dark corner of the dimly lit apartment...
43 reads
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
27th Jun 2014 3:57am
27th Jun 2014 3:57am
A note to myself
Sometimes as I stare into my past I feel as if time hasn't taken me through enough
I feel as if I have been asleep the whole time and just now in my life like I just woke from a dream that I have no idea what has happened.
And oddly everyone has moved on and I was somehow stuck on a sheet of ice frozen little statue all alone in Greenland
Nothing but icebergs around as company.
I don't feel complete. I have been on this earth long enough to know I don't want to die feeling this way but can't help but feel at times the end is closer than I would like to think.
...
I feel as if I have been asleep the whole time and just now in my life like I just woke from a dream that I have no idea what has happened.
And oddly everyone has moved on and I was somehow stuck on a sheet of ice frozen little statue all alone in Greenland
Nothing but icebergs around as company.
I don't feel complete. I have been on this earth long enough to know I don't want to die feeling this way but can't help but feel at times the end is closer than I would like to think.
...
35 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Jun 2014 3:42am
27th Jun 2014 3:42am
Why hasn't it left me yet
Trial and Error
I want to forget
I can't
Your image
The grips from your hands on my hips
And those lips that grip my lips with yours
lips magnetically drawn to mine
I still feel the tug of them
It's been quite some time
Unleash the thought of your love thrusting through my fresh gates of innocence
Like it never existed
Why is this hard to let go of
Easy as breathing
I'm sure when you wake up it's least of your problems
fathoming over a love that never was
How can I want this much and the feeling isn't reciprocated equally...
I want to forget
I can't
Your image
The grips from your hands on my hips
And those lips that grip my lips with yours
lips magnetically drawn to mine
I still feel the tug of them
It's been quite some time
Unleash the thought of your love thrusting through my fresh gates of innocence
Like it never existed
Why is this hard to let go of
Easy as breathing
I'm sure when you wake up it's least of your problems
fathoming over a love that never was
How can I want this much and the feeling isn't reciprocated equally...
48 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Jun 2014 7:15am
26th Jun 2014 7:15am
He says ...
He says he love my stretch marks
I say I hate them
He says he loves my vampire teeth
I say stop lying
He says I miss you
I don't ever believe him
He says he loves my butt
I only see half of what he may see in this
He says I make him happy
I can only imagine how
He says I am the only one that he loves to speak to
Why?
He says he loves my voice
I say I sound like a man
He says he loves my skin tone
I say ...should I tan for discoloration
He says I am the love of his life
I ask how would you know...you have so much life to live...
I say I hate them
He says he loves my vampire teeth
I say stop lying
He says I miss you
I don't ever believe him
He says he loves my butt
I only see half of what he may see in this
He says I make him happy
I can only imagine how
He says I am the only one that he loves to speak to
Why?
He says he loves my voice
I say I sound like a man
He says he loves my skin tone
I say ...should I tan for discoloration
He says I am the love of his life
I ask how would you know...you have so much life to live...
38 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Jun 2014 7:09am
26th Jun 2014 7:09am
"look within"
Today I felt a thought float in my consciousness
A cement thought
Can I express myself the way I did before.
It came to me so randomly.
I knew the day would come where I felt this feeling fear
A feeling that I relive with each breath I take
A role that has become natural.
Breathing in such a negative dominant emotion is exhausting my mind
Poisonous thoughts leak from my mouth and slowly stabs my dreams in the subconscious
Everything that felt so close to the surface feels like it's anchored to my rock bottoms
Like shackles that have been tied around my...
A cement thought
Can I express myself the way I did before.
It came to me so randomly.
I knew the day would come where I felt this feeling fear
A feeling that I relive with each breath I take
A role that has become natural.
Breathing in such a negative dominant emotion is exhausting my mind
Poisonous thoughts leak from my mouth and slowly stabs my dreams in the subconscious
Everything that felt so close to the surface feels like it's anchored to my rock bottoms
Like shackles that have been tied around my...
31 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th Jun 2014 7:27am
24th Jun 2014 7:27am
idk
I can see the non love in your eyes
The face that pouts waking to see mine in the morning light
And the non interest your body oozes to greet my disappointed stare back
I can see the lack of considerations you display daily
The pain on my face and your lack to cure it
But I suppose that's not one of your goals
To lift me up
Not to leave me alone and desperate holding my head low and pitted in fears
Why not instead caress my shoulders, form a smile and say something to encourage
Something unforgettable and something I will cherish
Can't hold out a hand...
The face that pouts waking to see mine in the morning light
And the non interest your body oozes to greet my disappointed stare back
I can see the lack of considerations you display daily
The pain on my face and your lack to cure it
But I suppose that's not one of your goals
To lift me up
Not to leave me alone and desperate holding my head low and pitted in fears
Why not instead caress my shoulders, form a smile and say something to encourage
Something unforgettable and something I will cherish
Can't hold out a hand...
37 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
23rd Jun 2014 2:23am
23rd Jun 2014 2:23am
I was just thinking...nothing...nothing at all
Take a sit and reflect
Gathering memories that leave traces of frowns
I can't help but take a sigh
Feeling the wind cross paths in the lap of my dress
I sit and sit only to reflect
On past thoughts that drop my happiness to piss poor lows
Only for several seconds once every hour that passes my lips purse into a smile
Nights when these moments are treasured most
Days where they almost feel obsolete.
A faded vision that is art without the paint
Crumpled up paper on the ground, this is how you remind me
of what you really were
Crowns of laugher...
Gathering memories that leave traces of frowns
I can't help but take a sigh
Feeling the wind cross paths in the lap of my dress
I sit and sit only to reflect
On past thoughts that drop my happiness to piss poor lows
Only for several seconds once every hour that passes my lips purse into a smile
Nights when these moments are treasured most
Days where they almost feel obsolete.
A faded vision that is art without the paint
Crumpled up paper on the ground, this is how you remind me
of what you really were
Crowns of laugher...
23 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Jun 2014 2:41am
5th Jun 2014 2:41am
After Thought pt 1
Leaving was never option by the way
But as the minutes move along I keep on wondering why do I stay ?
There is obviously no communication to keep this relationship thriving
Despite the fact that it's the very key to unlock the happiness that could exist
Should I go Should I stay
I question this daily
And when I question you I receive a Blank I love you
There was a time you shed tears and spoke with life of how you felt about me
Spoke to the angels in heaven about your joy of finding me
Now it's as if I am just a stranger you often wish to banish from your...
But as the minutes move along I keep on wondering why do I stay ?
There is obviously no communication to keep this relationship thriving
Despite the fact that it's the very key to unlock the happiness that could exist
Should I go Should I stay
I question this daily
And when I question you I receive a Blank I love you
There was a time you shed tears and spoke with life of how you felt about me
Spoke to the angels in heaven about your joy of finding me
Now it's as if I am just a stranger you often wish to banish from your...
47 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2014 9:35am
3rd Jun 2014 9:35am
A look inside
When I look inside my mind it is a room painted from ceiling to bottom full of colors
Take it how you want it a curse or a blessing
My mind is in a time machine state
Traveling back to keep in mind of the lesson learned to contain
Infinite opportunities leading me closer to my dreams
Open my eyes , jumping the hurdles without setbacks
Wearing a cape and Keeping in mind to focus
No one knows of troubles I have seen
Walked In my shoes
Not that they would want to
Building my sand castle with steel walls
I own all rights to my dreams
No...
Take it how you want it a curse or a blessing
My mind is in a time machine state
Traveling back to keep in mind of the lesson learned to contain
Infinite opportunities leading me closer to my dreams
Open my eyes , jumping the hurdles without setbacks
Wearing a cape and Keeping in mind to focus
No one knows of troubles I have seen
Walked In my shoes
Not that they would want to
Building my sand castle with steel walls
I own all rights to my dreams
No...
36 reads
2 Comments
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