Submissions by DiamondDestroy13 (Rainbow Asylum)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi My Name Is..Diamond Destroy what is yours? Fair Warning my mind is not of this world and my poetry is but pure amateurism so please read at you're own risk. Enjoy Dearies <3
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Sep 2014 4:57am
7th Sep 2014 4:57am
The Hurting
This feeling....
I've felt it before
It's all too familiar
This Pain...
Like my soul is draining
Like my heart is being devoured by some monster
I've only known this feeling twice
Third times the charm
I'm craving you
Wanting you
Feeling you against my lips
Wanting the warmth of your skin
It hurts
I feel I'm losing you
I'm pushing you away not even trying to
Confused by the lonely voices inside my brain
Wanting to end it all
Going Insane
Feeling your touch
Seeing your face
The guilt is seeping deep
I'm losing...
I've felt it before
It's all too familiar
This Pain...
Like my soul is draining
Like my heart is being devoured by some monster
I've only known this feeling twice
Third times the charm
I'm craving you
Wanting you
Feeling you against my lips
Wanting the warmth of your skin
It hurts
I feel I'm losing you
I'm pushing you away not even trying to
Confused by the lonely voices inside my brain
Wanting to end it all
Going Insane
Feeling your touch
Seeing your face
The guilt is seeping deep
I'm losing...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Mar 2014 4:19pm
18th Mar 2014 4:19pm
Mourning
A mourning that's wet and soggy and gray
A girl who's tiredness greets the day
A boy who's expressions are not what they seem
There's darkness and sadness lying beneath
The girl and boy are one in the same
They've loved and they've lost felt nothing but pain
The boy hurting more cries out and can't stand
The girl being there extends her hand
He can barely walk so much weighing him down
She lifts him up and helps him out
But her poor little love with such a dark past
As much as he wants too can't feel her grasp
So dead inside she...
A girl who's tiredness greets the day
A boy who's expressions are not what they seem
There's darkness and sadness lying beneath
The girl and boy are one in the same
They've loved and they've lost felt nothing but pain
The boy hurting more cries out and can't stand
The girl being there extends her hand
He can barely walk so much weighing him down
She lifts him up and helps him out
But her poor little love with such a dark past
As much as he wants too can't feel her grasp
So dead inside she...
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STORY POEM
Published
10th Sep 2013 6:43pm
10th Sep 2013 6:43pm
#!nTh3EnD
I don't understand
How can it be
I can't explain
This pain you're feeling
Can't say it's wrong
Can't say it's right
Don't want to scream
Or pick a fight
You can't seem to choose
a side
Can't seem to leave the past
behind
I'm so over this
inside
I've tried and I've tried and I've
died many times
I Don't know what to say anymore
It will all be okay in the end
In the end
you will see that
If everything is broken
discolored and dim
You will win
Don't give in
It is not...
How can it be
I can't explain
This pain you're feeling
Can't say it's wrong
Can't say it's right
Don't want to scream
Or pick a fight
You can't seem to choose
a side
Can't seem to leave the past
behind
I'm so over this
inside
I've tried and I've tried and I've
died many times
I Don't know what to say anymore
It will all be okay in the end
In the end
you will see that
If everything is broken
discolored and dim
You will win
Don't give in
It is not...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Sep 2013 2:54am
6th Sep 2013 2:54am
#Monster
My only cure
My only way out
My only comfort
My only warmth
My only anything
Anymore
My Need
My Want
My Drug
My Passion
My Love
My Hate
My Emotion
My Personality
My Consumption
My Enemy
My Best Friend
My Greatest Threat
My Anti-Depressant
My Life
There's no more words to describe this pain
Nothing but Silence
Nothing but the soothing liquid that calms my inner rage
Nothing but the toxic breath and sticky fingers
Nothing but the sweet smell of Mind numbing, wrist splitting,
Depression...
My only way out
My only comfort
My only warmth
My only anything
Anymore
My Need
My Want
My Drug
My Passion
My Love
My Hate
My Emotion
My Personality
My Consumption
My Enemy
My Best Friend
My Greatest Threat
My Anti-Depressant
My Life
There's no more words to describe this pain
Nothing but Silence
Nothing but the soothing liquid that calms my inner rage
Nothing but the toxic breath and sticky fingers
Nothing but the sweet smell of Mind numbing, wrist splitting,
Depression...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Sep 2013 7:03am
5th Sep 2013 7:03am
#Alone
I want to be in you're arms
It seems like you're millions of miles away
How I'd say If you were here
I love you In both your ears
Then scream it for all the world to hear
Oh my dear will you please
Take my hand Run away with me
The we shall forever be
No one can come between you and me
Us and We
I have felt nothing but pain
I feel as if you've gone away
Flown away
My life has seen brighter days
I hate the way we've become
We used to frolic
And be dumb
Listen to our butterflies
Now we cry
And we...
It seems like you're millions of miles away
How I'd say If you were here
I love you In both your ears
Then scream it for all the world to hear
Oh my dear will you please
Take my hand Run away with me
The we shall forever be
No one can come between you and me
Us and We
I have felt nothing but pain
I feel as if you've gone away
Flown away
My life has seen brighter days
I hate the way we've become
We used to frolic
And be dumb
Listen to our butterflies
Now we cry
And we...
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ANGER POEM
Published
5th Sep 2013 6:54am
5th Sep 2013 6:54am
#BiteMe
Honestly sometimes I want to
Punch you In the face
Every time you come around
My blood boils I'm enraged
Do you listen to the lies
That spew from your fucking throat
I want to grab it slit it twice
then sew it back together
I'm sorry love that may have
Sounded just a tad bit harsh
But that's how my mind feels
It's like you're tearing it apart
You say you love me but sometimes
I feel you really don't
I'm sick of all you're bullshit
I'm confused you dumb asshole
You give me such a headache
With your stupid...
Punch you In the face
Every time you come around
My blood boils I'm enraged
Do you listen to the lies
That spew from your fucking throat
I want to grab it slit it twice
then sew it back together
I'm sorry love that may have
Sounded just a tad bit harsh
But that's how my mind feels
It's like you're tearing it apart
You say you love me but sometimes
I feel you really don't
I'm sick of all you're bullshit
I'm confused you dumb asshole
You give me such a headache
With your stupid...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Sep 2013 7:56pm
4th Sep 2013 7:56pm
Confessions
Even though I've known you short
I feel like it's been years
I want to tell you so much
That it brings me to tears
I love the way you stand out
I love the way you shine
I love how I'm afraid to lose you
Although you're not even mine
I love your warm hugs
They brighten up my day
But then I'm slowly saddened
When you start to walk away
I always long to stay
In those fragile lengthy arms
Clear from any heartache
Completely safe from harm
I know I'm not the most
Attractive being in the world
But my...
I feel like it's been years
I want to tell you so much
That it brings me to tears
I love the way you stand out
I love the way you shine
I love how I'm afraid to lose you
Although you're not even mine
I love your warm hugs
They brighten up my day
But then I'm slowly saddened
When you start to walk away
I always long to stay
In those fragile lengthy arms
Clear from any heartache
Completely safe from harm
I know I'm not the most
Attractive being in the world
But my...
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Aug 2013 8:05pm
22nd Aug 2013 8:05pm
#Down
Where's the girl who stands alone
Incomplete and on her own
A heart that's ripping at the seems
A broken home and far away dreams
Love is a myth it doesnt exist
Happiness is a game she can't keep up with
Joy is a word she can't explain
Nothing but tears with a hint of pain
Where's the girl who sits and cries
Abandoned by hopes Fooled by lies
Crushed by everything near and around
Forever taken in Forever bound
She wants to escape but there's no way out
To no avail she screams and shouts
Never having a...
Incomplete and on her own
A heart that's ripping at the seems
A broken home and far away dreams
Love is a myth it doesnt exist
Happiness is a game she can't keep up with
Joy is a word she can't explain
Nothing but tears with a hint of pain
Where's the girl who sits and cries
Abandoned by hopes Fooled by lies
Crushed by everything near and around
Forever taken in Forever bound
She wants to escape but there's no way out
To no avail she screams and shouts
Never having a...
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Aug 2013 11:14pm
20th Aug 2013 11:14pm
#TheMissingPiece
I've wanted to see you more than anything more than everything. Not only seeing touching, feeling, believing there's more to this life than ordinary happiness or something of the sort. Only this bond is keeping me alive, steady, ready for anything, it's given me my strength back ten times and running over.
For many days I've held in my tears, my emotions, and the pain. I'd write you if I knew the words to say. Oh, the hand written sentiments I'd send, too many, too much, in every shape, color and font. Gradually overflowing the box and eventually falling, and flooding into the...
For many days I've held in my tears, my emotions, and the pain. I'd write you if I knew the words to say. Oh, the hand written sentiments I'd send, too many, too much, in every shape, color and font. Gradually overflowing the box and eventually falling, and flooding into the...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
20th Aug 2013 3:09am
20th Aug 2013 3:09am
Saviour
The yelling the screaming
the doubts in my head
the wishing the wanting
for you to appear
The dreams and the joy
they scream they're all dead
I plug up my ears
I plug up my ears
Save me from this decieveing
Save me from myself
A saviour will always be there for our healing
this pain i've been feeling
the joy is revealing itself
Our Hearts ache from dreaming
my minds stuck believing
the lies bursting out of their mouths
I know you are hurting but slowly you're learning the
strength of your...
the doubts in my head
the wishing the wanting
for you to appear
The dreams and the joy
they scream they're all dead
I plug up my ears
I plug up my ears
Save me from this decieveing
Save me from myself
A saviour will always be there for our healing
this pain i've been feeling
the joy is revealing itself
Our Hearts ache from dreaming
my minds stuck believing
the lies bursting out of their mouths
I know you are hurting but slowly you're learning the
strength of your...
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Aug 2013 3:02am
20th Aug 2013 3:02am
#SpeakingFromTheHeart
Everyday you're there
Everyday i'm watching.....waiting
Waiting for something that could never be
Wanting something so bad I could feel it
Feel you.....
That's the problem with some dreamers isn't it?
Wasting their whole life dreaming
Not even acting upon it
Not even an attempt at making it happen
Just wishing
Just wanting
Makes you feel like an idiot
You beat yourself up, put yourself down.
And the more you want to say something
The more the fear destroys you
Devours you...
Swallows you whole..
Because what you crave doesn't...
Everyday i'm watching.....waiting
Waiting for something that could never be
Wanting something so bad I could feel it
Feel you.....
That's the problem with some dreamers isn't it?
Wasting their whole life dreaming
Not even acting upon it
Not even an attempt at making it happen
Just wishing
Just wanting
Makes you feel like an idiot
You beat yourself up, put yourself down.
And the more you want to say something
The more the fear destroys you
Devours you...
Swallows you whole..
Because what you crave doesn't...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Aug 2013 5:29pm
19th Aug 2013 5:29pm
#HeavenHelpUs
My heart...it hurts
It craves
It aches
My soul it burns
It crys
It's died
My love is gone
I'm torn
So I mourn
Awake at my house
I groan
I'm all alone
Locked in my room
In my bed
like the dead
In my head so upset
so much anger and regret
I am shattered so I cry
and sing suicidal lullaby's
Hoping to numb this horrid pain
eating away at my fragile brain
Though in pain I still stand strong
knowing God will come along
My time will come and for you too
But...
It craves
It aches
My soul it burns
It crys
It's died
My love is gone
I'm torn
So I mourn
Awake at my house
I groan
I'm all alone
Locked in my room
In my bed
like the dead
In my head so upset
so much anger and regret
I am shattered so I cry
and sing suicidal lullaby's
Hoping to numb this horrid pain
eating away at my fragile brain
Though in pain I still stand strong
knowing God will come along
My time will come and for you too
But...
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