Submissions by Darbyxox

Deep in our dispute many spiteful comments were made,
but then she is silenced by her twisted lies
which have come to take their reprisal.

Many hateful words are uttered between
our unfriendly minds.
Secretly all we wish for is forgiveness,
yet we do not back down from our quarrel.

I scream out.
Slowly I drift in and out on consciousness,
my lungs shattered like glass pelted by
pointed rocks, unaware of the surrounding ambience,
or those who rush to my side.

If we had given up, nothing would have mattered.
If we...

Positivity is what we lack,
too many unconcerned people,
drifting away without a trace of activity.

All we do is never good enough for anyone.
We need a force in the right direction,
something so desirable we march forward.

What use can we be to society,
if there is no motivation which keeps us going?
What use will we be in the future without
the motivators maintaining our communities?

No use, no future, no incentive.

I stare directly into nonexistence.
My talented subsistence only exists,
in a never ending vortex from which it cannot escape.

Forever being the one without understanding.
Forever feeling alone and elapsed from society.
All I ever desired is attention, aptitude but above all,
to be noticed.

When the attention is given, I disregard it.
I cannot bear feeling wanted
I wish to be unwanted, excluded,
driven into the nonexistence
instead of allowing it to direct my life.

I feel underestimated, yet appreciated. ...