Submissions by CookieMunster95
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My poetry is my salvation. It is the only way I can manage to survive in a world so filled with cruelty and hate.
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Nov 2013 1:49am
15th Nov 2013 1:49am
Hahaha
Listen closely deary,
I
No
Longer
Care;
But I appreciate the effort!
I
No
Longer
Care;
But I appreciate the effort!
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DARK POEM
Published
13th Nov 2013 00:07am
13th Nov 2013 00:07am
Locked in a Cave
Damp, dark, decay
Stuck in a cave
of misery.
Never
to move on
stuck in these
tunnels of stone.
Slippery, sorrow.
Falling.
Flop.
No reason to get up.
I lay here.
Cold, claustrophobic
ALONE
Far from society
Far from her
But I couldn't escape myself
That was the worst part.
No matter how much I wandered.
No matter how deep into the rock I went.
I could never run from my thoughts,
My memories,
My past
What caused me to cast myself away,
To throw myself overboard,
To want to fight with the...
Stuck in a cave
of misery.
Never
to move on
stuck in these
tunnels of stone.
Slippery, sorrow.
Falling.
Flop.
No reason to get up.
I lay here.
Cold, claustrophobic
ALONE
Far from society
Far from her
But I couldn't escape myself
That was the worst part.
No matter how much I wandered.
No matter how deep into the rock I went.
I could never run from my thoughts,
My memories,
My past
What caused me to cast myself away,
To throw myself overboard,
To want to fight with the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Nov 2013 11:34pm
12th Nov 2013 11:34pm
BITCH
WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING!
I don't understand
Life is simple
We eat, we breathe and we shit
We survive
What the hell is making it so fucking complicated!
This is ridiculous
This game we play
I am tired of being so reliant on you!
I was so independent, you took that away
So, what, I'd never leave you?
So you wouldn't be alone?
SO THAT WAY MY LIFE WOULD REVOLVE AROUND YOURS!
Was it so you could hurt me?
Scar me?
As you flirt with that rancid cock sucker!
While you tarnish all that I cherished about you,
I sit in silence....
I don't understand
Life is simple
We eat, we breathe and we shit
We survive
What the hell is making it so fucking complicated!
This is ridiculous
This game we play
I am tired of being so reliant on you!
I was so independent, you took that away
So, what, I'd never leave you?
So you wouldn't be alone?
SO THAT WAY MY LIFE WOULD REVOLVE AROUND YOURS!
Was it so you could hurt me?
Scar me?
As you flirt with that rancid cock sucker!
While you tarnish all that I cherished about you,
I sit in silence....
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Nov 2013 2:14am
9th Nov 2013 2:14am
Did We Mean Nothing?
Filthy hands,
Filthy smile.
She haunts me.
I hate her.
I blame her.
She ruined us.
I can't think,
there is no future
just the past.
The essence of us.
What we were,
before,
her.
Nothing seems right.
You seem healed.
You seem happy,
Excited,
Like I meant . . .
nothing.
Like we meant. . .
nothing.
You seem so independent,
While I,
Have yet to go a night
without crying
Without bleeding
Dripping tears of red
From my thigh
The old marks and the new
Blended together
In...
Filthy smile.
She haunts me.
I hate her.
I blame her.
She ruined us.
I can't think,
there is no future
just the past.
The essence of us.
What we were,
before,
her.
Nothing seems right.
You seem healed.
You seem happy,
Excited,
Like I meant . . .
nothing.
Like we meant. . .
nothing.
You seem so independent,
While I,
Have yet to go a night
without crying
Without bleeding
Dripping tears of red
From my thigh
The old marks and the new
Blended together
In...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Nov 2013 1:13pm
8th Nov 2013 1:13pm
Pocket Relief
This wasn't the plan
It was our only
True communication
I would read your pain
You would read mine
Eventually,
We would fall in love
All over again.
It would have been
Strangely romantic
Full of pain and happiness
But you took it away
You hid your feelings
Your pain
Like it isn't there
Or maybe it really isn't
Maybe I am so easy to get over
While you go to concerts
I sit in bed crying
Waiting for a poem that will
Explain
Everything I seem to miss
Everything that has eluded me
during our short...
It was our only
True communication
I would read your pain
You would read mine
Eventually,
We would fall in love
All over again.
It would have been
Strangely romantic
Full of pain and happiness
But you took it away
You hid your feelings
Your pain
Like it isn't there
Or maybe it really isn't
Maybe I am so easy to get over
While you go to concerts
I sit in bed crying
Waiting for a poem that will
Explain
Everything I seem to miss
Everything that has eluded me
during our short...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Nov 2013 8:47pm
7th Nov 2013 8:47pm
Promises are for the Strong
I can't function
Everything is a distraction
Everyone is drifting
Further and further away
But when I look
They stand beside me
An arms length away
What did you do to me?
I feel dependent
Like I need someone;
Someone I don't have
I am dependent
Without anyone to depend on
It creates a new since of loneliness
One I have yet to feel until today
The only comfort I can manage to generate
Is that of my blade
Pressing against my skin
Pressing,
Breaking,
Bleeding
Relief
Resolution
Answers
Temporarily, but...
Everything is a distraction
Everyone is drifting
Further and further away
But when I look
They stand beside me
An arms length away
What did you do to me?
I feel dependent
Like I need someone;
Someone I don't have
I am dependent
Without anyone to depend on
It creates a new since of loneliness
One I have yet to feel until today
The only comfort I can manage to generate
Is that of my blade
Pressing against my skin
Pressing,
Breaking,
Bleeding
Relief
Resolution
Answers
Temporarily, but...
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Nov 2013 8:07pm
7th Nov 2013 8:07pm
I Broke Up with You, So Why does it Hurt so f**king Bad?
I am alone now
I have no one
I had a choice
Stay with someone,
Who put me
Second
Or
Be alone.
It hurts curling up
Under the covers
Knowing she won't hold me again
I will be alone
I curl up to nothing
I am scared
I hurt her
But she hurt me first
She let someone else touch her
EVERYDAY!
EVERY FUCKING DAY!
As if that wasn't bad enough
I don't know what to do
How do I avoid her?
All I want to do is
Make sure she is okay.
I texted her tonight
She ignored me
I texted her tonight...
I have no one
I had a choice
Stay with someone,
Who put me
Second
Or
Be alone.
It hurts curling up
Under the covers
Knowing she won't hold me again
I will be alone
I curl up to nothing
I am scared
I hurt her
But she hurt me first
She let someone else touch her
EVERYDAY!
EVERY FUCKING DAY!
As if that wasn't bad enough
I don't know what to do
How do I avoid her?
All I want to do is
Make sure she is okay.
I texted her tonight
She ignored me
I texted her tonight...
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LOVE POEM
Published
29th Aug 2013 4:16pm
29th Aug 2013 4:16pm
Careful of the Side Affects
She is stronger
She has the power
She lies in wait
Knowing at any moment
Any millisecond
She could take over
Conquer every part of me
Suffocate me
That is way too
Merciful
She feeds on this
The fear and doubts
She whispers to me
Sometimes she screams
Sometimes she taunts
She use to cut me
She use to break me
SNAP!
She would toss me in the fire
She would laugh as I burned
She has all the control
Yet none at the same time
Like she is the horse and I the rider
I like to think I am in control...
She has the power
She lies in wait
Knowing at any moment
Any millisecond
She could take over
Conquer every part of me
Suffocate me
That is way too
Merciful
She feeds on this
The fear and doubts
She whispers to me
Sometimes she screams
Sometimes she taunts
She use to cut me
She use to break me
SNAP!
She would toss me in the fire
She would laugh as I burned
She has all the control
Yet none at the same time
Like she is the horse and I the rider
I like to think I am in control...
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DARK POEM
Published
27th Aug 2013 9:41pm
27th Aug 2013 9:41pm
Her Again
Impulsive
Suspicious
Curious
Annoying
Clingy
Touching;
Always touching!
I know;
I need
Constant reassurance
I speak
Like each day is the end
Like each text could
be the last
The last of us
The last of 2 months
Short and sweet?
I act so uncertain
[hint, hint, because I
am fucking uncertain
of anything these days]
I didn't want you to read
the my thoughts
My insecurities
My doubts
My lowest points
but you asked . . .
am I suppose to say no?
I couldn't just do...
Suspicious
Curious
Annoying
Clingy
Touching;
Always touching!
I know;
I need
Constant reassurance
I speak
Like each day is the end
Like each text could
be the last
The last of us
The last of 2 months
Short and sweet?
I act so uncertain
[hint, hint, because I
am fucking uncertain
of anything these days]
I didn't want you to read
the my thoughts
My insecurities
My doubts
My lowest points
but you asked . . .
am I suppose to say no?
I couldn't just do...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Aug 2013 9:20pm
27th Aug 2013 9:20pm
Birthday Speech
Sadie, I never thought that we would be an “us,” I never would have seen this coming. I could have picture myself with just about anyone else whether it be Leigh-Anne or Jill or Kendra or basically anyone else in our group; which is why I think what we have is so special. I guess the parts in life that aren't predictable are always the most memorable when you think about it, whether it be a tragedy or a joyful occurrence. There is nothing I don't remember more vividly than the morning I woke up to find my mother's cold corpse, although that was a tragedy that doesn't mean that this is. ...
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UPBEAT POEM
Published
20th Jul 2013 5:57am
20th Jul 2013 5:57am
Kiss of Life (Part Two)
You were my friend
You joked with her
But you didn't know
That it hurt me
I forgive you
I forgive you for
Ripping the wall back down
For making me happy
That my heart still drums
You, beautiful creature,
You; made me happy to be alive
Because our kiss wasn't
The kiss that gave me life
No, it was far more
Important; you
Made me want to be happy
To keep the wall down
Because every kiss with you
Is a kiss of passion
When our lips meet
And my fingers get entangled
In your bright red hair
My heart skips...
You joked with her
But you didn't know
That it hurt me
I forgive you
I forgive you for
Ripping the wall back down
For making me happy
That my heart still drums
You, beautiful creature,
You; made me happy to be alive
Because our kiss wasn't
The kiss that gave me life
No, it was far more
Important; you
Made me want to be happy
To keep the wall down
Because every kiss with you
Is a kiss of passion
When our lips meet
And my fingers get entangled
In your bright red hair
My heart skips...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Jul 2013 5:11am
20th Jul 2013 5:11am
The Blood Bath
Sitting alone
On my bed
As the sun shone
Through the window
I cut to the bone
With a small razor
My skin tone
Became nonexistent
A loud moan
Of pure pain
Flinch; my blood flown
Across the room
Rain. Bloody rain.
I jumped to clean
The puddles forming
There wasn't even that much
But it seemed to be growing
The blood multiplying
I look down
What were small slits
Painted my leg red
The walls were closing
The blood wouldn't stop
My room now a closet
Was filling with blood
A pool of ruby red...
On my bed
As the sun shone
Through the window
I cut to the bone
With a small razor
My skin tone
Became nonexistent
A loud moan
Of pure pain
Flinch; my blood flown
Across the room
Rain. Bloody rain.
I jumped to clean
The puddles forming
There wasn't even that much
But it seemed to be growing
The blood multiplying
I look down
What were small slits
Painted my leg red
The walls were closing
The blood wouldn't stop
My room now a closet
Was filling with blood
A pool of ruby red...
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