Submissions by Chaos_Collector
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
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I Don’t Know
Should I even try to fill this crater?
Put matter back into myself.
A futile task incapable of being done ever
Because it seems I’m just beyond help.
This thing called love everyone is after
Is my enemy.
Bringing about only disaster,
So now I sit here writing this elegy.
Unsatisfied anguish,
Swallow my heart so I’ll languish…
…In the belly of your organic structure.
I’m screaming as its acid burns my skin,
But not a soul hears my very insides turn.
This punishment, tell me what sin
I’ve done to deserve this,...
Put matter back into myself.
A futile task incapable of being done ever
Because it seems I’m just beyond help.
This thing called love everyone is after
Is my enemy.
Bringing about only disaster,
So now I sit here writing this elegy.
Unsatisfied anguish,
Swallow my heart so I’ll languish…
…In the belly of your organic structure.
I’m screaming as its acid burns my skin,
But not a soul hears my very insides turn.
This punishment, tell me what sin
I’ve done to deserve this,...
80 reads
2 Comments
Believe
Ultimately I’ll swallow my being
By this underlying rage.
This calm you see before you is a mask you’re seeing.
I just can’t seem to quell it with time’s aging.
The question why is this happening to me?
I can’t help but to ask it.
I can’t make the chaos stop destroying thee.
I’m sitting motionless behind this veil to bask in it.
Running in the wilderness of despondence,
Wanting to end this feeling of weakness,
But I can’t stop believing in its chaotic significance.
I’m searching to drag out this sadness.
Every time I lull my pain...
By this underlying rage.
This calm you see before you is a mask you’re seeing.
I just can’t seem to quell it with time’s aging.
The question why is this happening to me?
I can’t help but to ask it.
I can’t make the chaos stop destroying thee.
I’m sitting motionless behind this veil to bask in it.
Running in the wilderness of despondence,
Wanting to end this feeling of weakness,
But I can’t stop believing in its chaotic significance.
I’m searching to drag out this sadness.
Every time I lull my pain...
88 reads
4 Comments
Breakthrough Identity
I can’t remember when I was ever whole…
Deep within solitude lurking the darkness.
My heart is like a black hole,
And on the other end of it is nothingness.
I want to break free of from this prison.
You can come along too, unknown presence.
With this scarred body, we’ll advance.
There’s still remnants of who I was that haven’t departed.
Show there’s a chance
For me to be something other than coldhearted.
Let’s break free from this apathetic persona.
I want to feel the warmth of who I am.
See what’s beyond these doors of purdah...
Deep within solitude lurking the darkness.
My heart is like a black hole,
And on the other end of it is nothingness.
I want to break free of from this prison.
You can come along too, unknown presence.
With this scarred body, we’ll advance.
There’s still remnants of who I was that haven’t departed.
Show there’s a chance
For me to be something other than coldhearted.
Let’s break free from this apathetic persona.
I want to feel the warmth of who I am.
See what’s beyond these doors of purdah...
89 reads
5 Comments
Chaos
Chaos is my name…
The confusion in your life….
….I am solely to blame.
The sadness consuming you with strife,
It leaves you feeling indifferent and the same.
Read another page
in your life concealed in despair.
My purpose for existing in this age,
is to turn this world into a nightmare, without care
for who is lost in the process when I engage.
Do you hate my existence?
Without me, how would you know harmony?
You would never be able to witness
It’s resplendent serenity.
I’m a heartless entity of countless forms.
The...
The confusion in your life….
….I am solely to blame.
The sadness consuming you with strife,
It leaves you feeling indifferent and the same.
Read another page
in your life concealed in despair.
My purpose for existing in this age,
is to turn this world into a nightmare, without care
for who is lost in the process when I engage.
Do you hate my existence?
Without me, how would you know harmony?
You would never be able to witness
It’s resplendent serenity.
I’m a heartless entity of countless forms.
The...
106 reads
4 Comments
Invest In Me
Dawn comes, but I can’t elude these vivid thoughts of you.
Every lovely aspect of you captivates my soul.
Nothing on this azure planet has more prominence than you.
You’re all the love I’d ever need, rendering my heart whole.
Forever standing by my side cause I know you care.
Through every high and low, you’re always there.
When our emotions quiver appearing sad,
We’ll have each other to bring up our skies.
May God foresee the day your heart lays in Eden with mine.
With you we’ll overtake anything that threatens you and I.
Invest your faith in...
Every lovely aspect of you captivates my soul.
Nothing on this azure planet has more prominence than you.
You’re all the love I’d ever need, rendering my heart whole.
Forever standing by my side cause I know you care.
Through every high and low, you’re always there.
When our emotions quiver appearing sad,
We’ll have each other to bring up our skies.
May God foresee the day your heart lays in Eden with mine.
With you we’ll overtake anything that threatens you and I.
Invest your faith in...
187 reads
3 Comments
Criminal of Love
Have I done something entirely wrong?
These words play, like a melody
in my head, of an unforgettable song.
I feel like I’ll always live in solitary.
Nobody wants to be the one left for dead.
Apathy takes over when my heart has bled
all it’s emotions to usher in my end,
leaving its guts on the pavement, bloody red.
Sometimes things just happen far too fast.
Nobody goes all in thinking this won’t ever last.
I’m running from misery,
but it knows I can’t go on forever.
I don’t know how we ended up being merely history.
Will love...
These words play, like a melody
in my head, of an unforgettable song.
I feel like I’ll always live in solitary.
Nobody wants to be the one left for dead.
Apathy takes over when my heart has bled
all it’s emotions to usher in my end,
leaving its guts on the pavement, bloody red.
Sometimes things just happen far too fast.
Nobody goes all in thinking this won’t ever last.
I’m running from misery,
but it knows I can’t go on forever.
I don’t know how we ended up being merely history.
Will love...
124 reads
3 Comments
Pretentious Bliss
Sorrow is as cold as I can remember.
It beckons me with its agonizing voice.
I’d bring myself to disremember
It’s icy presence if I had a choice.
The strength I show, shining without feels pretentious.
Has my will really been mended,
or is it the ill essence of hope leaving me nauseous?
I pray for the hour I can say, lament’s tyranny has ended.
This dreary mentality is hidden by day
and raids the common night
like murderers summoning their uncanny dismay.
I’ll wipe the blood away, turn around and say hi
as if everything was okay.
...
It beckons me with its agonizing voice.
I’d bring myself to disremember
It’s icy presence if I had a choice.
The strength I show, shining without feels pretentious.
Has my will really been mended,
or is it the ill essence of hope leaving me nauseous?
I pray for the hour I can say, lament’s tyranny has ended.
This dreary mentality is hidden by day
and raids the common night
like murderers summoning their uncanny dismay.
I’ll wipe the blood away, turn around and say hi
as if everything was okay.
...
115 reads
6 Comments
Paradise (Variant A)
Jet black sentiments of chaos torment my brain.
Embrace me to permanently cease my pain.
I see you as a wondrous divinity.
Your glistening visage shines with a glow of infinity,
revealing holy resplendence accompanied by serenity.
There is such thing as paradise.
You took antiquated ruins of my heart, in need of revise,
embedding brio, and thus it would arise.
I look into your glorious irises to see the Promised Land.
The night brings tranquility like the soothing touch of your hand.
Her lustrous smile radiates into my soul,
with...
Embrace me to permanently cease my pain.
I see you as a wondrous divinity.
Your glistening visage shines with a glow of infinity,
revealing holy resplendence accompanied by serenity.
There is such thing as paradise.
You took antiquated ruins of my heart, in need of revise,
embedding brio, and thus it would arise.
I look into your glorious irises to see the Promised Land.
The night brings tranquility like the soothing touch of your hand.
Her lustrous smile radiates into my soul,
with...
85 reads
2 Comments
You're the Best
Your presence is my pleasure.
Baby, I’ve never had a woman like you
who could even come close and measure
up to what you do.
You’re everything I’ve been waiting on.
My worries are buried and all gone.
You already know I want this to never end.
Be my sole lover,
my true friend,
and we’ll make this grandeur of love last forever.
We’ll show each other off to the universe.
She said “babe wait, let me put on my make-up.”
I already know you’re truly gorgeous without it, let’s converse
about the queen making my heart...
Baby, I’ve never had a woman like you
who could even come close and measure
up to what you do.
You’re everything I’ve been waiting on.
My worries are buried and all gone.
You already know I want this to never end.
Be my sole lover,
my true friend,
and we’ll make this grandeur of love last forever.
We’ll show each other off to the universe.
She said “babe wait, let me put on my make-up.”
I already know you’re truly gorgeous without it, let’s converse
about the queen making my heart...
183 reads
6 Comments
Significance
She what I’ve been searching for,
the key to paradise.
This unique feeling I’ve never felt before,
shocks my heart with surprise.
Emotions with force of natural disaster, lurk in my core
hidden, but this fact, will she surmise?
You think to yourself “I’m going to tell her how I feel,”
but her resplendent voice reveals,
overwhelming power to steal
your heart’s vocal cords, good deal?
Her words have unlimited significance,
capable of making or annihilating my soul.
They’ve far too much of an effect on my heart for instance.
She...
the key to paradise.
This unique feeling I’ve never felt before,
shocks my heart with surprise.
Emotions with force of natural disaster, lurk in my core
hidden, but this fact, will she surmise?
You think to yourself “I’m going to tell her how I feel,”
but her resplendent voice reveals,
overwhelming power to steal
your heart’s vocal cords, good deal?
Her words have unlimited significance,
capable of making or annihilating my soul.
They’ve far too much of an effect on my heart for instance.
She...
75 reads
4 Comments
Chaotic Fantasy
I’m fighting for this incorporeal thing, bliss.
It’s the very culprit of corrupting minds.
Once it has disappeared, it is thee you shall miss.
Struggling in depression to leave sadness behind,
in hopes of dreaming of happiness you shall find.
Care to be driven insane?
Give emotion the steering wheel and their all to blame.
Taste the poison ivy of love’s bane?
Are we boxed forever in this chaotic fantastical frame?
Broken hearts are scattered across this lane
as love counts the kills, name by name.
Are you running from this fact?...
It’s the very culprit of corrupting minds.
Once it has disappeared, it is thee you shall miss.
Struggling in depression to leave sadness behind,
in hopes of dreaming of happiness you shall find.
Care to be driven insane?
Give emotion the steering wheel and their all to blame.
Taste the poison ivy of love’s bane?
Are we boxed forever in this chaotic fantastical frame?
Broken hearts are scattered across this lane
as love counts the kills, name by name.
Are you running from this fact?...
47 reads
2 Comments
Bloody Dreams
Everyone else fell to such sad lies.
They’re dreams perished in time.
This boy’s faith withered and would soon die.
Promised bliss and bountiful riches,
they failed to see through this fallacy’s glitches.
My boy, this knowledge in conjunction
with this paper is all you need.
Yet no one realized, more is required to function
in order to truly succeed.
All he ever hoped for was in a pool of crimson blood.
Sorrow in the night comes to devour his remains,
but his being is struggling through defeat’s mud.
Why even bother when there’s...
They’re dreams perished in time.
This boy’s faith withered and would soon die.
Promised bliss and bountiful riches,
they failed to see through this fallacy’s glitches.
My boy, this knowledge in conjunction
with this paper is all you need.
Yet no one realized, more is required to function
in order to truly succeed.
All he ever hoped for was in a pool of crimson blood.
Sorrow in the night comes to devour his remains,
but his being is struggling through defeat’s mud.
Why even bother when there’s...
91 reads
2 Comments
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