Submissions by Britney456 (AVA456)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
im new to this shit but i love it and it helps me wiht my problems
Labor Day
It's supposed to be fun
You'll have fun
I promise
Well you lied bitch
This is not fun
Is is shit
The best part is me taking to mike
I'm am not having fun
It's not fun watching little kids
Having little kids play with my hair
Maybe I'll walk out to the beach today and just go for a "swim"
The salty green water hidin my painful salty tears
Maybe I'll let the waves take me
The fast green water take me under and carrying me out
But you'll come looking
You'll come sceamimg my name
There is no way out of here...
You'll have fun
I promise
Well you lied bitch
This is not fun
Is is shit
The best part is me taking to mike
I'm am not having fun
It's not fun watching little kids
Having little kids play with my hair
Maybe I'll walk out to the beach today and just go for a "swim"
The salty green water hidin my painful salty tears
Maybe I'll let the waves take me
The fast green water take me under and carrying me out
But you'll come looking
You'll come sceamimg my name
There is no way out of here...
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I can't write
No more word come to me
Nothing
I stare at paper all day
I want to write but I just can't
Grrrrr
It's so hard
The paper is still blank
My mind hurts
I'm thinking to much
I can't anymore
I walk away
I go an eat
I walk out side
I come back inside
To the paper that haunts me
Sitting there
Blank
Nothing
I stare at paper all day
I want to write but I just can't
Grrrrr
It's so hard
The paper is still blank
My mind hurts
I'm thinking to much
I can't anymore
I walk away
I go an eat
I walk out side
I come back inside
To the paper that haunts me
Sitting there
Blank
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Forgive me
I push everybody away
I don't need them
I don't want them
My self is enough
I don't need to live
I don't want to live
Holding the pills in my hands these are what I think as my eyes fills with tears
First filling the sink with tears
The the floor
I'm drowning in tears
Can't breath
Can't think
Can't stop
I'm suffocating
I'm dying
There is no going back
This is it
The end
Everything goes black
I hear something
Beeps
Lots of them
I panic
I didn't die ...
I don't need them
I don't want them
My self is enough
I don't need to live
I don't want to live
Holding the pills in my hands these are what I think as my eyes fills with tears
First filling the sink with tears
The the floor
I'm drowning in tears
Can't breath
Can't think
Can't stop
I'm suffocating
I'm dying
There is no going back
This is it
The end
Everything goes black
I hear something
Beeps
Lots of them
I panic
I didn't die ...
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6 Comments
Mr.Fantastic
I needed a friend
So I waited for him
The moment I saw his name
I couldn't stop smileing
I messaged saying I needed a friend could you be one
Of course he said yes
An that grew our friendship
It started as stangers
A girl who needed a friend
A guy who I wanted as a friend
And it grew
And grew
I feel like mr fantastic has grew on me
It started as awkward conversations
And ended as a great friendship
More like best friendship
I felt bad for the last words I said
I love you
Those words can change...
So I waited for him
The moment I saw his name
I couldn't stop smileing
I messaged saying I needed a friend could you be one
Of course he said yes
An that grew our friendship
It started as stangers
A girl who needed a friend
A guy who I wanted as a friend
And it grew
And grew
I feel like mr fantastic has grew on me
It started as awkward conversations
And ended as a great friendship
More like best friendship
I felt bad for the last words I said
I love you
Those words can change...
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8 Comments
f**k the past
Everybody makes mistakes
We all have problems
We all have history
Nobody is perfect
You learn to love it
When I was little my parents told me
The past is in the past
The past haunts me but I don't care
The past can go fuck itself
I was talking to my guy friend Wyatt
He fucked up big time
But he kept singing this song
But only the one part that got me
"The past is in the past
Thank god it doesn't last forever
There's no going back
Fuck that going back"
Those four lines made me think...
We all have problems
We all have history
Nobody is perfect
You learn to love it
When I was little my parents told me
The past is in the past
The past haunts me but I don't care
The past can go fuck itself
I was talking to my guy friend Wyatt
He fucked up big time
But he kept singing this song
But only the one part that got me
"The past is in the past
Thank god it doesn't last forever
There's no going back
Fuck that going back"
Those four lines made me think...
195 reads
7 Comments
happy birthday to me
yay its finally here
well today is my bday
and the best thing is i get to celabrate it with my sister
even tho im only a young one i feel old
but today is gonna be great
this morning i got about 50 txt around 1 in the morning tellin me happy bday
i got to talk to my brother
i got to see my sister
i got to be happy for once in my life
and its still morning
omg im so happy today
waking up very early bc my best friend jonathan pulls up at 3 just to take me to see the sun rise
i swear im gonna be smiling all day today
hopefully it...
well today is my bday
and the best thing is i get to celabrate it with my sister
even tho im only a young one i feel old
but today is gonna be great
this morning i got about 50 txt around 1 in the morning tellin me happy bday
i got to talk to my brother
i got to see my sister
i got to be happy for once in my life
and its still morning
omg im so happy today
waking up very early bc my best friend jonathan pulls up at 3 just to take me to see the sun rise
i swear im gonna be smiling all day today
hopefully it...
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28 Comments
It's time
I can feel my heart beating faster
I can't not stop shaking
I'm so nervous
My palms are sweating
As I walk down the room
He is watching me
Waiting for me to trip to mess up
I'm walking
And walking
I can't think straight
I can't do this
I want to turn back
I never make speeches
I never talk
But yet he chose me
To fail
To mess up
To be embarrassed
Not this time
This time i can do it
I stand up and do it
It's time
I can feel everyone watching me
I hear the glass to tell everybody to...
I can't not stop shaking
I'm so nervous
My palms are sweating
As I walk down the room
He is watching me
Waiting for me to trip to mess up
I'm walking
And walking
I can't think straight
I can't do this
I want to turn back
I never make speeches
I never talk
But yet he chose me
To fail
To mess up
To be embarrassed
Not this time
This time i can do it
I stand up and do it
It's time
I can feel everyone watching me
I hear the glass to tell everybody to...
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12 Comments
its over
its done
no more
i fell and got hurt
i cant do anything right
no more happiness
no more fun
i cant play
i cant do it
i cant be me
just because of my stupid knee
i gotthe news from the doctor
i might need surgery
i cant do sports
no more softball
no more gym
no more anything
fuck you doctors
you took my pleasure away
i cant do anything anymore
so fuck all doctors
no more
i fell and got hurt
i cant do anything right
no more happiness
no more fun
i cant play
i cant do it
i cant be me
just because of my stupid knee
i gotthe news from the doctor
i might need surgery
i cant do sports
no more softball
no more gym
no more anything
fuck you doctors
you took my pleasure away
i cant do anything anymore
so fuck all doctors
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poison
he is my poison
he breaks me down
i fell to hard
i might get hurt
he is killing me
i love him to much
i need help
only he can save me
I am weaker when I talk to him
I am weaker when I don't
He is killing me
But I can't live with out him
My sister says we are perfect because he makes me smile
She says she has never seen me this happy
The poison is already taken place in my system
And it's not slow
It's taking me
Ad I'm willingly falling
Into his arm
His voice
His smile
I'm falling to fast ...
he breaks me down
i fell to hard
i might get hurt
he is killing me
i love him to much
i need help
only he can save me
I am weaker when I talk to him
I am weaker when I don't
He is killing me
But I can't live with out him
My sister says we are perfect because he makes me smile
She says she has never seen me this happy
The poison is already taken place in my system
And it's not slow
It's taking me
Ad I'm willingly falling
Into his arm
His voice
His smile
I'm falling to fast ...
94 reads
13 Comments
keep fighting
there is this kid i have known for a long time
his name is dawson
i have recently found out he has cancer
im wrighting this to say that we are for you tho all of this
we love you and hope you win this battle
i have known you since kindergarden and hpe to know you mujch longer
you are a brave person
i see you with a smile on yopur face everyday even tho we all can tell its horrible for you
i just wish we could help more
if you need anything we are here for you
keep fighting dawson
his name is dawson
i have recently found out he has cancer
im wrighting this to say that we are for you tho all of this
we love you and hope you win this battle
i have known you since kindergarden and hpe to know you mujch longer
you are a brave person
i see you with a smile on yopur face everyday even tho we all can tell its horrible for you
i just wish we could help more
if you need anything we are here for you
keep fighting dawson
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im done being lonely
im tired of all of the saturday nights alone
im tired of crying all the time
im tired of going out with my friends when they all have dates but me
im tired of laughing to hide my tears
im tired of sitting by myself
im done with people asking why i dont have a bf
im done with being lonely
im tired of it
im tired of crying all the time
im tired of going out with my friends when they all have dates but me
im tired of laughing to hide my tears
im tired of sitting by myself
im done with people asking why i dont have a bf
im done with being lonely
im tired of it
106 reads
4 Comments
Mr.Crazy
there is this guy i know
love him with all my heart
he is very sweet
my brother is obsessed with him
he is my "prince charmimg"
i love to talk to him
i just relized i have only called him at 3 in the morning
oh well there is a time diffrence
even tho he lives in canada i feel very close to him
he has kept me up early im the moring
even when i had church in the morning
(i did get in trouble about sleeping in church)
he is just crazy
i bet right now as he is reading this he is laughing
but...
love him with all my heart
he is very sweet
my brother is obsessed with him
he is my "prince charmimg"
i love to talk to him
i just relized i have only called him at 3 in the morning
oh well there is a time diffrence
even tho he lives in canada i feel very close to him
he has kept me up early im the moring
even when i had church in the morning
(i did get in trouble about sleeping in church)
he is just crazy
i bet right now as he is reading this he is laughing
but...
105 reads
16 Comments
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