Submissions by Boothang88 (Shyanne Nicole)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
14th Jun 2014 10:12pm
14th Jun 2014 10:12pm
Please Hear Me
All the noise & A crazy voice,
Stuck inside my head.
Everything he said,
Everything he did.
I want to put a gun to the past.
Makeup smeared,
My mind still not cleared.
Waiting for that day
for God to see and hear,
All the ways I reached out
All the tears I've cried.
Feeling like I just want to take my life.
Carrying all this greif,
It's changing my beliefs.
I don't know what's real anymore.
I just want those Angel wings to soar.
So to the heaven above I'm asking; please take this pain from masking me and everythung I am.
Stuck inside my head.
Everything he said,
Everything he did.
I want to put a gun to the past.
Makeup smeared,
My mind still not cleared.
Waiting for that day
for God to see and hear,
All the ways I reached out
All the tears I've cried.
Feeling like I just want to take my life.
Carrying all this greif,
It's changing my beliefs.
I don't know what's real anymore.
I just want those Angel wings to soar.
So to the heaven above I'm asking; please take this pain from masking me and everythung I am.
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DARK POEM
Published
15th May 2013 3:35pm
15th May 2013 3:35pm
The End
White knuckles, clenching fist
Night demons, slitting wrists
Jagged pills, muffled cries
Fading will, no goodbyes
Distant hopes, dying dreams
Endless tears, soul redeems
Broken life, falling fear
Wasted days, death is near
Bad memories, feelings torn
Hopeless love, heartache born
One more slice, two more pills
Praying for the one that kills
No where to run, no place to hide
Feeling thoughts of suicide
For those I hurt, I apologize
But truly, my life, I despise
I want to thank you for all...
Night demons, slitting wrists
Jagged pills, muffled cries
Fading will, no goodbyes
Distant hopes, dying dreams
Endless tears, soul redeems
Broken life, falling fear
Wasted days, death is near
Bad memories, feelings torn
Hopeless love, heartache born
One more slice, two more pills
Praying for the one that kills
No where to run, no place to hide
Feeling thoughts of suicide
For those I hurt, I apologize
But truly, my life, I despise
I want to thank you for all...
193 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th May 2013 8:00pm
10th May 2013 8:00pm
My song
so here it goes,
My sorrows song,
A song that's short,
And not to long,
A silent pain, you'll never feel,
A broken heart, that'll never heal
How do you kill, A dying love,
One that you thought, was sent from above
One that brought so many lies and tears
One that you swore would last through the years
But now I lie here,
Broken in pain,
Clinging to life,
And whispering your name,
Now realizing you were never the one,
But now it's to late, 'cuz my song is done.
My sorrows song,
A song that's short,
And not to long,
A silent pain, you'll never feel,
A broken heart, that'll never heal
How do you kill, A dying love,
One that you thought, was sent from above
One that brought so many lies and tears
One that you swore would last through the years
But now I lie here,
Broken in pain,
Clinging to life,
And whispering your name,
Now realizing you were never the one,
But now it's to late, 'cuz my song is done.
97 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th May 2013 3:19pm
8th May 2013 3:19pm
Theo's Tree
One day while passing by a tree, I heard a sigh.
It seemed the oak could speak; I felt my knees go weak,
for like a siren’s song, his whisper made me long
to stop and lay me down upon his shaded ground.
Because the day was hot, I lingered at that spot.
The oak got in my mind because I felt inclined
to slip out of my dress, and yes, I must confess
it was as if that tree had cast a spell on me!
With words of poetry, he started wooing me.
His leaves then brushed my skin. I trembled deep within.
His branches were so lush, I hoped I would not blush...
It seemed the oak could speak; I felt my knees go weak,
for like a siren’s song, his whisper made me long
to stop and lay me down upon his shaded ground.
Because the day was hot, I lingered at that spot.
The oak got in my mind because I felt inclined
to slip out of my dress, and yes, I must confess
it was as if that tree had cast a spell on me!
With words of poetry, he started wooing me.
His leaves then brushed my skin. I trembled deep within.
His branches were so lush, I hoped I would not blush...
118 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
7th May 2013 3:35pm
7th May 2013 3:35pm
Hate
I HATE MYSELF..
I hate my self and will always,
But it isn't the real me in all these plays.
There’s something squeezing my soul inside,
There’s something which I am unable to hide.
Somehow I just wanna end my life,
I am through of all this and I pull my knife.
To over come this I try, try,
And how much to try,
They break my heart again,
And I cry cry and again cry.
My heart will nomore break?
Oh please! its all fake.
Ashamed, that's what now I must be,
Guilt, it's deep within me.
They deprived me...
I hate my self and will always,
But it isn't the real me in all these plays.
There’s something squeezing my soul inside,
There’s something which I am unable to hide.
Somehow I just wanna end my life,
I am through of all this and I pull my knife.
To over come this I try, try,
And how much to try,
They break my heart again,
And I cry cry and again cry.
My heart will nomore break?
Oh please! its all fake.
Ashamed, that's what now I must be,
Guilt, it's deep within me.
They deprived me...
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5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd May 2013 7:24pm
3rd May 2013 7:24pm
Broken Home
He loved me when I was pretty.
Thought I was cute when I was itty-bitty.
Now he's gone, took my heart with him.
Now I am lost, nothing but emptiness.
Find myself staring in the mirror
FOR HOURS.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!"
"Fuck you bitch!"
"Stupid cunt!"
His words echoing in my head...
Carving there way on my wrist like an etcha-sketch.
I throw bloody punches breaking glass...
Sitting in the floor with my past.
Shattered.
A lonely little girl
Crying...
Her daddy is gone
Her mommy is...
Thought I was cute when I was itty-bitty.
Now he's gone, took my heart with him.
Now I am lost, nothing but emptiness.
Find myself staring in the mirror
FOR HOURS.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!"
"Fuck you bitch!"
"Stupid cunt!"
His words echoing in my head...
Carving there way on my wrist like an etcha-sketch.
I throw bloody punches breaking glass...
Sitting in the floor with my past.
Shattered.
A lonely little girl
Crying...
Her daddy is gone
Her mommy is...
90 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd May 2013 7:46pm
2nd May 2013 7:46pm
No more Pain
She talks lies
He plays her
She never wants to be
He says he loves her
She never understood
He never thought of her
She is lying in his arms
He is thinking of his baby...
While i sit here...
Unable to move...
Hearing her cries...
"mommy, mommy... wake up!!"
I continue to lay there...
Not able to move..
She texts
He calls
No answer to be seen.
"Mommy, Mommy!!" she screams.. her little arms shaking a cold body...
All the while..
He is with her..
She is with him...
...
He plays her
She never wants to be
He says he loves her
She never understood
He never thought of her
She is lying in his arms
He is thinking of his baby...
While i sit here...
Unable to move...
Hearing her cries...
"mommy, mommy... wake up!!"
I continue to lay there...
Not able to move..
She texts
He calls
No answer to be seen.
"Mommy, Mommy!!" she screams.. her little arms shaking a cold body...
All the while..
He is with her..
She is with him...
...
187 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd May 2013 3:16pm
2nd May 2013 3:16pm
I promise
I am giving you this ring as a promise to you
That no matter what, I will always be here and I will always be true
I promise that I will lie with you and hold you at night
When things throughout your day just don’t seem to be going right
For you, I would walk a thousand miles and more
Just to see your beautiful smile that I absolutely adore
I promise that I will make you smile when you feel like crying
I promise that I will comfort you if you feel like dying
I promise to steal away your every sorrow and fear
I promise to wipe away your...
That no matter what, I will always be here and I will always be true
I promise that I will lie with you and hold you at night
When things throughout your day just don’t seem to be going right
For you, I would walk a thousand miles and more
Just to see your beautiful smile that I absolutely adore
I promise that I will make you smile when you feel like crying
I promise that I will comfort you if you feel like dying
I promise to steal away your every sorrow and fear
I promise to wipe away your...
147 reads
4 Comments
UPBEAT POEM
Published
1st May 2013 3:37pm
1st May 2013 3:37pm
My little Angel
I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.
She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.
She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.
She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.
Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.
Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.
She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.
She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.
Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul
I know that in this whole great world,...
She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.
She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.
She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.
Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.
Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.
She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.
She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.
Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul
I know that in this whole great world,...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Apr 2013 7:47pm
30th Apr 2013 7:47pm
My Mask
I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.
Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside, I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.
Nobody could hear my cries at night
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles were the tears
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,...
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.
Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside, I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.
Nobody could hear my cries at night
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles were the tears
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,...
129 reads
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
30th Apr 2013 7:42pm
30th Apr 2013 7:42pm
Lost thoughts
Trapped in this mind of mine I hold on to the only thing I am familiar with once again...I keep thinking that one of these days I will wake up and have a good day...And I haven't had one yet... I have had good moments... But, not a full good day. Inside I feel like my heart has stopped... I feel as if I am cold again. Memories flooding my brain. When I met you I thought that maybe for once I wouldnt have someone walking out of my life... But.. that logic was ruled by emotion clouded with hopes.. dreams... love.
A wish... That is all I want... One simple wish for us to be what we...
A wish... That is all I want... One simple wish for us to be what we...
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