Submissions by BlueBeastGirl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have a lot of sides. Sinner, saint and everything in between.
He Left Me Waiting
sitting in the yard
guess I got played like a card
done playing his game
it always ends the same
loved him too long
I gotta move on
I'm done wasting my time
on a guy I can't even claim as mine
I'm sick of his shit
I said I'm so fucking tired of it
I'm wasting my life away
wishing he would stay
I'm worth more then this
no, this I'm not going to miss
you left me waiting there
God, how could I have ever thought he could ever actually care?
you left me...
guess I got played like a card
done playing his game
it always ends the same
loved him too long
I gotta move on
I'm done wasting my time
on a guy I can't even claim as mine
I'm sick of his shit
I said I'm so fucking tired of it
I'm wasting my life away
wishing he would stay
I'm worth more then this
no, this I'm not going to miss
you left me waiting there
God, how could I have ever thought he could ever actually care?
you left me...
128 reads
3 Comments
Just Dont Smile
just dont smile and we'll be friends to the end
just don't smile cuz smile at me now
I just might fall in love with you some how
just don't smile and we'll be friends through and through
just don't smile and I won't fall in love with you
but with you here in my arms it's tough enough already
but if you smile at me now I won't have a chance no how
cuz I'm already on the edge of falling for you
and if you smile at me now
I'd never recover cuz I would have discovered that
I'm already in love...
just don't smile cuz smile at me now
I just might fall in love with you some how
just don't smile and we'll be friends through and through
just don't smile and I won't fall in love with you
but with you here in my arms it's tough enough already
but if you smile at me now I won't have a chance no how
cuz I'm already on the edge of falling for you
and if you smile at me now
I'd never recover cuz I would have discovered that
I'm already in love...
121 reads
4 Comments
Lost
I'm drowning in a sea of my own hurts my own pain
and here I am slowly going insain
does no one care can no one see?
I'm dieing here alone with nobody
where and when does it all end?
I'm feeling so numb and hollow
can no one see my sorrow?
but it doesn't matter does it?
what I'm feeling here inside
as long as I behave and keep calm
and very one will be happy all the day long
I'm so lost in how I feel
that I don't even know what is real
does no one see
...
and here I am slowly going insain
does no one care can no one see?
I'm dieing here alone with nobody
where and when does it all end?
I'm feeling so numb and hollow
can no one see my sorrow?
but it doesn't matter does it?
what I'm feeling here inside
as long as I behave and keep calm
and very one will be happy all the day long
I'm so lost in how I feel
that I don't even know what is real
does no one see
...
107 reads
6 Comments
Tonight
tonight
we're gonna fight until daylight
who will win? who will lose?
when will this all be right?
I love you
and you claim to love me to
but I forget your love
when when your sharp words cut into me
like they are tonight
when did we come to this?
when do we ever not fight?
oh how can I kiss the lips that have caused me such pain
I must be insane
because I'm staying here
waiting here
for the guy I love in you to reapear
but I'm losing that hope
cuz your words are so cutthroat
can't you see how much your...
we're gonna fight until daylight
who will win? who will lose?
when will this all be right?
I love you
and you claim to love me to
but I forget your love
when when your sharp words cut into me
like they are tonight
when did we come to this?
when do we ever not fight?
oh how can I kiss the lips that have caused me such pain
I must be insane
because I'm staying here
waiting here
for the guy I love in you to reapear
but I'm losing that hope
cuz your words are so cutthroat
can't you see how much your...
113 reads
2 Comments
No More Sunshine
I do not care what you say
There is no sunshine when he is gone
Why did he have to go away?
He has been gone for far to long
And it has only been one day
I know it was me
That made him feel this way
There is no sunshine when he is gone
I do not understand why I feel this way
Since I know he can not even hear my song
All I can do is wait and pray
I know I have done him wrong
There is no sunshine when he is gone
The razor blade is crying my name
Why must I always screw things up?
Why did I made him so...
There is no sunshine when he is gone
Why did he have to go away?
He has been gone for far to long
And it has only been one day
I know it was me
That made him feel this way
There is no sunshine when he is gone
I do not understand why I feel this way
Since I know he can not even hear my song
All I can do is wait and pray
I know I have done him wrong
There is no sunshine when he is gone
The razor blade is crying my name
Why must I always screw things up?
Why did I made him so...
84 reads
4 Comments
Will You Dance With Me?
oh will you dance with me?
will you be my hero and
dare to step out into the rain
and dance with me?
I'll always be the girl you see
will you dare and come dance with me?
you could be my hero if you don't judge by what you see
because you can be with me, don't you see?
I'll kiss you if you dare to come out into the rain
oh won't you dance with me?
won't you stand with me?
let the water sooth away
all the pain we feel
all the pain they give us
I can show you how to enjoy dancing in the rain
oh come on why...
will you be my hero and
dare to step out into the rain
and dance with me?
I'll always be the girl you see
will you dare and come dance with me?
you could be my hero if you don't judge by what you see
because you can be with me, don't you see?
I'll kiss you if you dare to come out into the rain
oh won't you dance with me?
won't you stand with me?
let the water sooth away
all the pain we feel
all the pain they give us
I can show you how to enjoy dancing in the rain
oh come on why...
203 reads
4 Comments
Even Now It's You
their kisses make me so tired
but yours they make me so wired
I don't know what it is about you
that drives me so crazy through and through
been trying to get over you since the moment I laid eyes on you
been fighting all these feelings that boil and turn inside
I see you and I'm torn I want to run I want to hide
boy I was so afraid you'd laugh at me
now weve kissed boy we've touched
my heart races my heart breaks
every time you look my way
you take a little more of me
if asked for my life I'd give it freely
I'm not sane when...
but yours they make me so wired
I don't know what it is about you
that drives me so crazy through and through
been trying to get over you since the moment I laid eyes on you
been fighting all these feelings that boil and turn inside
I see you and I'm torn I want to run I want to hide
boy I was so afraid you'd laugh at me
now weve kissed boy we've touched
my heart races my heart breaks
every time you look my way
you take a little more of me
if asked for my life I'd give it freely
I'm not sane when...
126 reads
4 Comments
the past, the present, the future
woke up late this morning
cant believe I'm still mourning
wanted to go outside but decided otherwise
turned on my radio
to listen to my favorite talk show
they always make me laugh
the music starts my day
thank God it's this way
they played my favorite song
I danced and sang along
don't why I'm happy
when every things going wrong
maybe I'm just that way
I'm always happiest in the dark
when every things falling apart
don't know why I'm not acting sad
when everything makes me feel so bad
all I ever do is get...
cant believe I'm still mourning
wanted to go outside but decided otherwise
turned on my radio
to listen to my favorite talk show
they always make me laugh
the music starts my day
thank God it's this way
they played my favorite song
I danced and sang along
don't why I'm happy
when every things going wrong
maybe I'm just that way
I'm always happiest in the dark
when every things falling apart
don't know why I'm not acting sad
when everything makes me feel so bad
all I ever do is get...
176 reads
2 Comments
TSI-TSA-LA-GI!
I am not white
get it through your head
my people bent their wayS to maintain the peace
what did they do to us?
they made us walk, and walk we did
we walked until most of us died
they made us leave our land
our warriors tried to make peace
they hurt us abused us betrayed us
the other tribes hate us
betrayal on all sides
I'm not white
drums of war beat in my blood
MY TRIBE! MY NATION!
TSI-TSA-LA-GI!
get it through your head
my people bent their wayS to maintain the peace
what did they do to us?
they made us walk, and walk we did
we walked until most of us died
they made us leave our land
our warriors tried to make peace
they hurt us abused us betrayed us
the other tribes hate us
betrayal on all sides
I'm not white
drums of war beat in my blood
MY TRIBE! MY NATION!
TSI-TSA-LA-GI!
101 reads
10 Comments
Lonely Night
the moon is full and centered in the black, clear starry night
my thoughts are fuzzy, nothing seems right
I sit on the roof my feet dangle so
the chirps of the crickets natures lullaby
car horns carry on the wind from the highway that cuts through my beloved desert
lonely but not sad
a dog barks a couple streets over
from the high pitched sound
I'd say it was one of those imitation rats not a true hound
the cool summer night breeze
rustles the great trees
listen closely and I can hear my own heart beating
I hear the goats and lambs...
my thoughts are fuzzy, nothing seems right
I sit on the roof my feet dangle so
the chirps of the crickets natures lullaby
car horns carry on the wind from the highway that cuts through my beloved desert
lonely but not sad
a dog barks a couple streets over
from the high pitched sound
I'd say it was one of those imitation rats not a true hound
the cool summer night breeze
rustles the great trees
listen closely and I can hear my own heart beating
I hear the goats and lambs...
104 reads
5 Comments
The Boys I Tend To Fall For
boys always question themselves
does she like me? am I good enough? what could I give her? does she even like me?
sure most girls like rich, handsome, sex machines
but then there's girls like me
I like the poets, I like the hero's, I like the warriors
but more importantly I like the guys who can speak their minds
I like my guys smart
with a lot of courage enough to share
a man not a boy
one that confident in himself but not cocky
I like the fighters, the ones that people tend to step away from
I like the guys who are man enough to ask...
does she like me? am I good enough? what could I give her? does she even like me?
sure most girls like rich, handsome, sex machines
but then there's girls like me
I like the poets, I like the hero's, I like the warriors
but more importantly I like the guys who can speak their minds
I like my guys smart
with a lot of courage enough to share
a man not a boy
one that confident in himself but not cocky
I like the fighters, the ones that people tend to step away from
I like the guys who are man enough to ask...
126 reads
5 Comments
What They See
they see my scars
they see the anger that is never far
they see my nose, they see my eyes
and if I let them they see some of my lies
my heart is breaking
they don't see me aching
that I'm not looking for a fight
but I will stand up for myself and others
I won't let the darkness drown me
I won't lay down to die
I won't let you hurt me no you won't ever see me cry
I won't make the mistake of trusting anyone fully and completely again
they see the anger that is never far
they see my nose, they see my eyes
and if I let them they see some of my lies
my heart is breaking
they don't see me aching
that I'm not looking for a fight
but I will stand up for myself and others
I won't let the darkness drown me
I won't lay down to die
I won't let you hurt me no you won't ever see me cry
I won't make the mistake of trusting anyone fully and completely again
103 reads
3 Comments
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