Submissions by BlueBeastGirl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have a lot of sides. Sinner, saint and everything in between.
I need to let go
I need to move on from this pain
I need to find shelter from the rain
No more tears will fall from my face
No more running, I can't keep up the pace
Love will surely come, love will surely go
Can't give up any more with nothing to show
I can't handle living in this pain filled life
I have to let go of this oh so bloody knife
Need to walk away from this pain
If I don't I will stop being sane
I just need to let go of everything
I need to remember how to laugh and to sing
Someday I will find the one for me
And if I don't, It...
I need to find shelter from the rain
No more tears will fall from my face
No more running, I can't keep up the pace
Love will surely come, love will surely go
Can't give up any more with nothing to show
I can't handle living in this pain filled life
I have to let go of this oh so bloody knife
Need to walk away from this pain
If I don't I will stop being sane
I just need to let go of everything
I need to remember how to laugh and to sing
Someday I will find the one for me
And if I don't, It...
62 reads
7 Comments
What I Desire From You
simply what I desire is only you
is for us to become one not two
for our hands to be a single knot
and our love to burn bright and hot
I desire to own what is your heart
for us to grow closer and not apart
I long for your eyes to search for me
for the two of us together simply be
I desire what you can give me only
no more, no less, for that's me
and I'm asking for anymore
then that you don't walk out the door
but if you should just back
because if you don't you lack tack
surely we will fight sometimes
if it's love we...
is for us to become one not two
for our hands to be a single knot
and our love to burn bright and hot
I desire to own what is your heart
for us to grow closer and not apart
I long for your eyes to search for me
for the two of us together simply be
I desire what you can give me only
no more, no less, for that's me
and I'm asking for anymore
then that you don't walk out the door
but if you should just back
because if you don't you lack tack
surely we will fight sometimes
if it's love we...
180 reads
10 Comments
Rebound?
there is a new someone in my life
who's smile is like the cut of a knife
his shoulders hold up the earth and sky
he breaths life with every single sigh
lust is in the way his hands run over me
only in my arms does he ache to be
it is lust he just wants to fuck
though he wants to caress, kiss and suck
he's eyes change colors like a chameleon
he wants my heart to have fairly won
he has waited with a patience, rivaling stone
his secret desires hidden and never shown
with a knowing smile he knew I would come...
who's smile is like the cut of a knife
his shoulders hold up the earth and sky
he breaths life with every single sigh
lust is in the way his hands run over me
only in my arms does he ache to be
it is lust he just wants to fuck
though he wants to caress, kiss and suck
he's eyes change colors like a chameleon
he wants my heart to have fairly won
he has waited with a patience, rivaling stone
his secret desires hidden and never shown
with a knowing smile he knew I would come...
60 reads
12 Comments
New Love
Alone in this world, so brand new
So unused to the sky being so blue
I miss being able to call someone my own
But I am glad his true colors were shown
Love is so painful when it is so wrong
I can't help feel foolish for holding on for so long
I can now have a new lover or two
I can heal and not be so very blue
Now in search of a new love
And I might have found a man who can handle a shove
Honest and reliable he is to a fault
And when he advances I no longer have to scream halt
New love is like a budding rose, so easy to crush
But, Oh, so...
So unused to the sky being so blue
I miss being able to call someone my own
But I am glad his true colors were shown
Love is so painful when it is so wrong
I can't help feel foolish for holding on for so long
I can now have a new lover or two
I can heal and not be so very blue
Now in search of a new love
And I might have found a man who can handle a shove
Honest and reliable he is to a fault
And when he advances I no longer have to scream halt
New love is like a budding rose, so easy to crush
But, Oh, so...
52 reads
12 Comments
Slowly Getting Over You
It's hard, I have to admit it is true
this project of getting over you
you were my everything
but now you are nothing
I used to be wild
but turns out I was but a child
a child so far in love
when there is more love in a shove
you wouldn't notice me gone now
unless you still cared somehow
love with you is a lie I chose
but now I might as well have a bloodied nose
for all the pain you have put me through
I lied and cheated the pain out of my life it's true
But tonight is the night I will let you go
leave you with nothing to show...
this project of getting over you
you were my everything
but now you are nothing
I used to be wild
but turns out I was but a child
a child so far in love
when there is more love in a shove
you wouldn't notice me gone now
unless you still cared somehow
love with you is a lie I chose
but now I might as well have a bloodied nose
for all the pain you have put me through
I lied and cheated the pain out of my life it's true
But tonight is the night I will let you go
leave you with nothing to show...
77 reads
6 Comments
I won't cry
I won't cry for you
For you were the one untrue
To your promise of love
Don't believe in love sent from above
You took my heart and broke it
I was thinking about leaving I must admit
But I was willing to fight
But now I have done what I think is right
I've left you behind my dear
Left for my very fear
I know you will come back some day
But away I think you should stay
You left me but no I am leaving you
No longer will I be feeling so blue
I've chosen to proceed in my life
Will not love a boy who's love is like a knife
I loved you...
For you were the one untrue
To your promise of love
Don't believe in love sent from above
You took my heart and broke it
I was thinking about leaving I must admit
But I was willing to fight
But now I have done what I think is right
I've left you behind my dear
Left for my very fear
I know you will come back some day
But away I think you should stay
You left me but no I am leaving you
No longer will I be feeling so blue
I've chosen to proceed in my life
Will not love a boy who's love is like a knife
I loved you...
66 reads
3 Comments
You won't be able to come back
I've burned the bridge that connects me to you
watched the wood once soaked in tears turn blue
and orange and red like I knew it would
you just couldn't do it? love me like you should
I loved you the only way I knew how
but now I lay here Broken now
foolish boy pretending to be a man
I will find someone who can
love me until everything ends
and no dear heartbreaker we cannot be friends
watched the wood once soaked in tears turn blue
and orange and red like I knew it would
you just couldn't do it? love me like you should
I loved you the only way I knew how
but now I lay here Broken now
foolish boy pretending to be a man
I will find someone who can
love me until everything ends
and no dear heartbreaker we cannot be friends
65 reads
6 Comments
How I feel
I haven't given up hope just yet
but I wouldn't start placing any bets
is this really how it's going to be?
me questioning whether or not you love me
my heart is heavy and I can't find release
I used to turn to you but my actions are deceased
I don't know what to do
when my heart is lonely with you
my tears feel like acid as they fall
burning through it all
are we really in love? were we ever?
were we too young to promise forever?
I'm so confused and all you can say
is that you are sorry, I don't want to hear it
I have to admit, your...
but I wouldn't start placing any bets
is this really how it's going to be?
me questioning whether or not you love me
my heart is heavy and I can't find release
I used to turn to you but my actions are deceased
I don't know what to do
when my heart is lonely with you
my tears feel like acid as they fall
burning through it all
are we really in love? were we ever?
were we too young to promise forever?
I'm so confused and all you can say
is that you are sorry, I don't want to hear it
I have to admit, your...
79 reads
5 Comments
Hoodie and leggings
i wore his hoodie
and a pair of legging
and very little else
I felt sexy and demure
and just wanted to have fun
but then the sun started shining,
literally pouring down on me
and then I felt nothing
but hot literally
and a pair of legging
and very little else
I felt sexy and demure
and just wanted to have fun
but then the sun started shining,
literally pouring down on me
and then I felt nothing
but hot literally
47 reads
5 Comments
Used To Being On The BackBurner
used to being second place
used to people not liking my face
used to being the odd girl out
used to being ignored though I scream and shout
used to this and that
used to being last picked to bat
used to being this, so used to this
used to missing a knifes kiss
used to hurting like I do
used to missing you
used to it as if you've died
used to being second place no matter how hard I tried
used to crying myself to sleep at night
used to being treated as if nothing I do is right
I'm used to it so don't worry
used to people not liking my face
used to being the odd girl out
used to being ignored though I scream and shout
used to this and that
used to being last picked to bat
used to being this, so used to this
used to missing a knifes kiss
used to hurting like I do
used to missing you
used to it as if you've died
used to being second place no matter how hard I tried
used to crying myself to sleep at night
used to being treated as if nothing I do is right
I'm used to it so don't worry
50 reads
5 Comments
Seven By Seven
I tried to find a way
To express myself to you
But I could not describe you
Or way your heart beats for me
Oh why can't it be for us
The way Love is for others?
One kiss, One hug, One lover
To express myself to you
But I could not describe you
Or way your heart beats for me
Oh why can't it be for us
The way Love is for others?
One kiss, One hug, One lover
73 reads
2 Comments
I Am Not Ugly
with my skin covered in scars, I am not ugly
with my clothes off, I am not ugly
With my clothes on, I am not ugly
With my mouth open, I am not ugly
With my mouth closed, I am not ugly
when I nervously bite my lip, I am not ugly
when I stand up for what I believe in, I am not Ugly
When I play Magic the Gathering, I am not ugly
when I lay in bed crying at night, I am not ugly
There is nothing wrong with me, I am not ugly
I am not Ugly, no matter what they say
with my clothes off, I am not ugly
With my clothes on, I am not ugly
With my mouth open, I am not ugly
With my mouth closed, I am not ugly
when I nervously bite my lip, I am not ugly
when I stand up for what I believe in, I am not Ugly
When I play Magic the Gathering, I am not ugly
when I lay in bed crying at night, I am not ugly
There is nothing wrong with me, I am not ugly
I am not Ugly, no matter what they say
62 reads
8 Comments
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