Submissions by Bey0nd_Th0ugt

I wanna burst into rhymes,
and cry with my artistic mind,
with a poetic verse that defines, the conflict inside. . .

My mental struggle, so loud and subtle,
as it slowly crumbles, my psyche cuddles evil thoughts and I stumble. . .

In the mirror I cannot see my face because my reflection looks away,
in my own space I'm out of place I guess it's foolish to stay...

My mind is a maze and I'm always amazed,
how I cannot find a way out of my own grave.
Mental pain I am it's slave.
My aura an ominous haze.
I feel it is time to...

I dream of excelling in academics,
but dreaming alone won't make it happen.
Nor will over thinking of my mental capabilities shrinking,
and the inefficiency of my minds mechanics.

So sometimes, I do manage to prioritize.
The things I need from the things I want,
the things that are good for me from the things that aren't.
But after a few weeks things start falling apart...

Now I'm trapped in a dark ocean, of negativity.
Negative thoughts faltering my mental activity,
escaping reality, suffering from psychosis...
In need of...