Submissions by BeautifulNothing
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
19th Jul 2014 10:21pm
19th Jul 2014 10:21pm
I let go
He was my demon,
My devil,
My love,
My Evil.
He was my smile
My heart,
My tears,
My pain.
He was the one who,
broke me,
Inspired me,
Beat me,
Destroyed me.
He gave me,
Life,
Lessons,
Duties.
He lied to me,
Cheated me,
Despised me.
He was full of,
Broken promises,
Darkness,
Booz,
suffering.
He was my,
Lover,
Friend,
Partner.
Until I got away,
Broke my promise,
Despised his hands,
His touch,
His lips.
I cried.
I...
My devil,
My love,
My Evil.
He was my smile
My heart,
My tears,
My pain.
He was the one who,
broke me,
Inspired me,
Beat me,
Destroyed me.
He gave me,
Life,
Lessons,
Duties.
He lied to me,
Cheated me,
Despised me.
He was full of,
Broken promises,
Darkness,
Booz,
suffering.
He was my,
Lover,
Friend,
Partner.
Until I got away,
Broke my promise,
Despised his hands,
His touch,
His lips.
I cried.
I...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th May 2014 11:20am
18th May 2014 11:20am
Insanity created by Humanity
She looks over the edge of temptation,
They whisper in her ear,
"One more step my dear,
All your worries will disappear."
She questions her sanity,
With more pills made by humanity,
That state her mental health,
Is the reason for her insanity.
She tells herself it's time to go,
To the world's end,
No one will ever have to know.
One leap of faith,
For an angel with no wings,
She jumps forward,
Listening to the things,
She has been called.
You hear a smack,
A light crack,
A faint scream,
In...
They whisper in her ear,
"One more step my dear,
All your worries will disappear."
She questions her sanity,
With more pills made by humanity,
That state her mental health,
Is the reason for her insanity.
She tells herself it's time to go,
To the world's end,
No one will ever have to know.
One leap of faith,
For an angel with no wings,
She jumps forward,
Listening to the things,
She has been called.
You hear a smack,
A light crack,
A faint scream,
In...
101 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
12th May 2014 7:06am
12th May 2014 7:06am
Die alone
I try and hide,
The pain inside,
With a smile that fools all.
Every day I wake up,
To the thoughts,
Of never loving anyone at all.
Yet each time I get made fun of,
I go back to this empty shell,
Made of self inflicting pain,
Endless hours of tears,
Years made up of torture,
From human critics.
Words made like daggers,
That pierce my self-esteem,
Like a silver sword to a werewolf,
My tears scream for it to end.
Sometimes I wonder,
If I'll ever be free,
Of the chains around my heart,
Questioning the...
The pain inside,
With a smile that fools all.
Every day I wake up,
To the thoughts,
Of never loving anyone at all.
Yet each time I get made fun of,
I go back to this empty shell,
Made of self inflicting pain,
Endless hours of tears,
Years made up of torture,
From human critics.
Words made like daggers,
That pierce my self-esteem,
Like a silver sword to a werewolf,
My tears scream for it to end.
Sometimes I wonder,
If I'll ever be free,
Of the chains around my heart,
Questioning the...
67 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th Oct 2013 6:27am
18th Oct 2013 6:27am
Words
Everyone has a story untold,
Secrets upon lies,
Upon misfortune,
Construction of that led them to who they are today,
The words they heard,
The punishment held against them,
The very core of their being held up by something more,
More then what they were called,
Or put through,
More then the battle field of school halls,
Those faces of monsters they knew wouldn't fade away,
They were more then those words threw at them,
From mouths of children they grew up with,
That rhyme that they all had been told,
Are broken bones worse then the...
Secrets upon lies,
Upon misfortune,
Construction of that led them to who they are today,
The words they heard,
The punishment held against them,
The very core of their being held up by something more,
More then what they were called,
Or put through,
More then the battle field of school halls,
Those faces of monsters they knew wouldn't fade away,
They were more then those words threw at them,
From mouths of children they grew up with,
That rhyme that they all had been told,
Are broken bones worse then the...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Jul 2013 6:51pm
18th Jul 2013 6:51pm
Nothing
I can't help,
But want to slip into,
Nothingness,
Sweet blissful death,
Finally be able to know,
What it's like to be,
Dead,
What it's like to not bare,
Anymore drama,
No more tears,
No more pain,
Nothing,
Sweet,
Blissful,
Nothing..
But want to slip into,
Nothingness,
Sweet blissful death,
Finally be able to know,
What it's like to be,
Dead,
What it's like to not bare,
Anymore drama,
No more tears,
No more pain,
Nothing,
Sweet,
Blissful,
Nothing..
66 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Jul 2013 9:54pm
15th Jul 2013 9:54pm
Make it end
I want it to end
This constant cycle,
Of everyone saying i'm nothing,
Saying I disapoint them,
The tears just keep coming,
Salty emotions down my face,
Maybe this time i'll OD,
Less painful, right?
I need help,
I need a friend,
I need someone,
Anyone,
Make this end...
This constant cycle,
Of everyone saying i'm nothing,
Saying I disapoint them,
The tears just keep coming,
Salty emotions down my face,
Maybe this time i'll OD,
Less painful, right?
I need help,
I need a friend,
I need someone,
Anyone,
Make this end...
94 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Jul 2013 5:56am
14th Jul 2013 5:56am
I want this to end
So mis understood,
So unplaced,
A misfit,
An outcast,
Unable to breathe,
Pain so deep,
I feel so weak,
Tears unseen from people,
Painted on smile,
So many words unsaid,
So many lies to hide the truth,
I just want it to end.
So unplaced,
A misfit,
An outcast,
Unable to breathe,
Pain so deep,
I feel so weak,
Tears unseen from people,
Painted on smile,
So many words unsaid,
So many lies to hide the truth,
I just want it to end.
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
11th Jul 2013 12:08pm
11th Jul 2013 12:08pm
The Ocean
The loud roar of the ocean calls to me, just to feel the hot sand between my toes as I walk down to the roaring call. The sounds of screaming happy kids all round, the little chatter of gossip, games, hobbies, everything. I can soon feel the cool water creeping up, grabbing at my feet and ankles. Slowly creeping up more, as I hit my chest against my board, and feel the cool water settle around my skin. My arms break the water with great furey, I grab hold to the sides with my life, take in the cool breaze and dive under the water, a rush of chills spread through my body, like the cool winter...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Jul 2013 2:26am
11th Jul 2013 2:26am
Me
I chose the high life,
Not the one with shiny things,
Or price tags made of gold,
I chose the one with lies,
The only thing I had to sacrafice was my life,
Bitter sweet in it's own concept
Had nothing else to lose so,
I took that chance and dove right in,
Never really got out,
not even now.
There's this darkness that you find,
In this secret world of lies,
One that tears you apart,
Every ounce of your sanity degraded to,
absolutely nothing.
My mama always said i'm beautiful,
Even though I knew she was only trying,...
Not the one with shiny things,
Or price tags made of gold,
I chose the one with lies,
The only thing I had to sacrafice was my life,
Bitter sweet in it's own concept
Had nothing else to lose so,
I took that chance and dove right in,
Never really got out,
not even now.
There's this darkness that you find,
In this secret world of lies,
One that tears you apart,
Every ounce of your sanity degraded to,
absolutely nothing.
My mama always said i'm beautiful,
Even though I knew she was only trying,...
81 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
10th Jul 2013 1:26pm
10th Jul 2013 1:26pm
Darkness
Darkness engulfs me,
Wraps me tightly with its silky tendrils,
It awakens my pain and sorrow,
Everything I held back,
It sizzles with every tear I cry,
Screams and heaves with every breathe I take,
It tightens to my beating heart,
The silky tendrils fall off of me,
Lash marks everywhere,
Pain so deep,
Emptiness I can't explain,
I'm a hollow person,
Nothing more then a shell,
No life,
No soul,
No hope,
No dreams,
Everything crushed by,
A darkness,
Deep down inside me.
Wraps me tightly with its silky tendrils,
It awakens my pain and sorrow,
Everything I held back,
It sizzles with every tear I cry,
Screams and heaves with every breathe I take,
It tightens to my beating heart,
The silky tendrils fall off of me,
Lash marks everywhere,
Pain so deep,
Emptiness I can't explain,
I'm a hollow person,
Nothing more then a shell,
No life,
No soul,
No hope,
No dreams,
Everything crushed by,
A darkness,
Deep down inside me.
80 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Jul 2013 1:15pm
10th Jul 2013 1:15pm
Escape
I played with darkness,
Now i'm dancing with my demons,
Have to escape the gates of hell,
But i'm trapped by the mouth
Of the devil
Now i'm dancing with my demons,
Have to escape the gates of hell,
But i'm trapped by the mouth
Of the devil
80 reads
3 Comments
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