Submissions by BLIGHT (Anderson)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I no longer write or care. I honestly want to die now.
Why don't you care?
I give you my whole heart,
But you never wanted it,
I don't know how to start,
Or when to give in,
But I suppose I won't,
Not until you break my soul,
With no way to cope,
Though i'm not whole,
I still think i'll try,
Until the day i'll suffocate,
Until the day I die,
In which I ironically subjugate,
You that I speak about,
When i'm gone you'll find love,
And if you don't doubt,
You'll still be my dove,
No matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how much you don't care,
You'll still be my sea,
No matter what I can't...
But you never wanted it,
I don't know how to start,
Or when to give in,
But I suppose I won't,
Not until you break my soul,
With no way to cope,
Though i'm not whole,
I still think i'll try,
Until the day i'll suffocate,
Until the day I die,
In which I ironically subjugate,
You that I speak about,
When i'm gone you'll find love,
And if you don't doubt,
You'll still be my dove,
No matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how much you don't care,
You'll still be my sea,
No matter what I can't...
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Getting Better/Worse
I don't know how to feel,
I feel so strayed,
But not too real,
I should remove the blade,
From my heart,
But I still need it,
To keep it from falling apart,
So i'll inch it bit by bit,
Until my pain can subside,
I don't want to wed,
Yet I want a bride,
One that won't leave me dead,
I want to run away,
So I won't see you again,
But I know I need to stay,
To see you my beautiful friend,
I need us to be more,
Yet I can't get you,
I don't want to implore,
Yet I need to stay true,
So I won't do anything,
There's...
I feel so strayed,
But not too real,
I should remove the blade,
From my heart,
But I still need it,
To keep it from falling apart,
So i'll inch it bit by bit,
Until my pain can subside,
I don't want to wed,
Yet I want a bride,
One that won't leave me dead,
I want to run away,
So I won't see you again,
But I know I need to stay,
To see you my beautiful friend,
I need us to be more,
Yet I can't get you,
I don't want to implore,
Yet I need to stay true,
So I won't do anything,
There's...
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Home
Why do I still live,
In this vile place,
Where no one will give,
But still try to save face,
Where kids grow up too fast,
And family means nothing,
Where lovers forget their past,
And hate keeps coming,
Why do our politicians,
Do nothing but lie away,
They will make equality propositions,
Unless you're gay?
Why must I live here,
I want to go,
Somewhere without fear,
Somewhere to call home...
In this vile place,
Where no one will give,
But still try to save face,
Where kids grow up too fast,
And family means nothing,
Where lovers forget their past,
And hate keeps coming,
Why do our politicians,
Do nothing but lie away,
They will make equality propositions,
Unless you're gay?
Why must I live here,
I want to go,
Somewhere without fear,
Somewhere to call home...
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Dare
I want you to come to me,
Just so my mind can feed,
I have to come here,
And show you the meaning of fear,
I wish you'd be by my side,
If to you i've lied,
Trust me now my dear,
Help me have my mind clear,
I need you here,
So I can see your eyes,
So I can bring your demise,
I dare you to come to me,
Just so my mind can feed,
I have to come here,
And show you the meaning of fear,
I wish you'd be by my side,
If to you i've lied,
Trust me now my dear,
Help me have my mind clear,
I need you here,
So I can see your eyes,
So I can bring your demise,
I dare you to come to me,
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Never Stop To Think
I always meditate,
On how to kill the human race,
But I never stop to think,
Whats brought me to this place,
Im always in a race,
Trying to catch your face,
But I never stop to think,
That your not the disgrace,
I've never seen such grace,
As when you move your waist,
But I never stop to think,
I'm on a never ending chase,
I've always left my faith,
All i've done is deface,
But I never stop to think,
That maybe i'm the disgrace,
On how to kill the human race,
But I never stop to think,
Whats brought me to this place,
Im always in a race,
Trying to catch your face,
But I never stop to think,
That your not the disgrace,
I've never seen such grace,
As when you move your waist,
But I never stop to think,
I'm on a never ending chase,
I've always left my faith,
All i've done is deface,
But I never stop to think,
That maybe i'm the disgrace,
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Never for me
Intro:
Every wound I take,
Every smile you make,
Hurt me the same,
When I see you all alone,
I get my hopes high,
But then there goes,
Your next guy,
And then I try,
To pass on by,
Without a tear in my eye,
Because I know.....
Chorus:
You will never smile for me,
I'll never be the one you see,
And it feels so cold,
When you have no one to hold,
And I know you don't care,
Whether I live or die,
You won't pay me any mind,
Because you know that you'll...
Never be mine...
Verse 2
...
Every wound I take,
Every smile you make,
Hurt me the same,
When I see you all alone,
I get my hopes high,
But then there goes,
Your next guy,
And then I try,
To pass on by,
Without a tear in my eye,
Because I know.....
Chorus:
You will never smile for me,
I'll never be the one you see,
And it feels so cold,
When you have no one to hold,
And I know you don't care,
Whether I live or die,
You won't pay me any mind,
Because you know that you'll...
Never be mine...
Verse 2
...
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Hmmm?
From the day you caught my eye,
I knew you could be the one,
That I call my sweetie pie,
Or call you my honey bun,
And though we've only became friends,
I know that we can become two,
Because love meets no ends,
And we can call each other boo,
But only if you think we should,
Because I want what's best for you,
Because hurting you, I never could,
Because I want to be two,
Our love together would never gray,
Because I truly love thee,
And i've always wanted to say,
Will you go out with me?
I knew you could be the one,
That I call my sweetie pie,
Or call you my honey bun,
And though we've only became friends,
I know that we can become two,
Because love meets no ends,
And we can call each other boo,
But only if you think we should,
Because I want what's best for you,
Because hurting you, I never could,
Because I want to be two,
Our love together would never gray,
Because I truly love thee,
And i've always wanted to say,
Will you go out with me?
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ThE ENd
To who it may concern:
I may give up writing,
And spend my time in a Tavern,
I shall give up fighting,
Because I can't catch your eyes,
So this may be the last,
Or maybe i'm telling more lies,
And it's been a blast,
But now my heart hurts,
From wanting you so,
And it will burst,
If I take another blow,
I think you understand,
That it's not your fault,
That I don't feel backstabbed,
So i'll lock my heart in a vault,
So no one can break it again,
And sit there and ponder,
Will this ever end,
And will I die or grow...
I may give up writing,
And spend my time in a Tavern,
I shall give up fighting,
Because I can't catch your eyes,
So this may be the last,
Or maybe i'm telling more lies,
And it's been a blast,
But now my heart hurts,
From wanting you so,
And it will burst,
If I take another blow,
I think you understand,
That it's not your fault,
That I don't feel backstabbed,
So i'll lock my heart in a vault,
So no one can break it again,
And sit there and ponder,
Will this ever end,
And will I die or grow...
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End myself
For some reason,
I can't be annihilated,
And I feel this is treason,
I don't know why I was created,
But it feels like a waste,
A waste of life that is,
I just want to be erased,
Why do I feel like this,
I don't want to live at all,
Not for my first kiss,
Or to see my children crawl,
Right now i'd take a bullet,
They say someone would care,
But I seriously doubt it,
No ones heart would tear,
And if it would say it quick,
Rely only on yourself,
Before I do something violent,
Because that'd do the trick...
I can't be annihilated,
And I feel this is treason,
I don't know why I was created,
But it feels like a waste,
A waste of life that is,
I just want to be erased,
Why do I feel like this,
I don't want to live at all,
Not for my first kiss,
Or to see my children crawl,
Right now i'd take a bullet,
They say someone would care,
But I seriously doubt it,
No ones heart would tear,
And if it would say it quick,
Rely only on yourself,
Before I do something violent,
Because that'd do the trick...
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Help
Please help me,
I can't do this anymore,
I mean falling in love,
It hurts to much,
My heart hurts so bad,
Please just end this,
I can't do it on my own,
I can deal with the crying,
Even with the lieing,
But the heartbreak,
I can't stand it,
It's the worst you can feel,
And the thing is,
It's 100 percent real,
So if you won't help me,
Hand me the .44,
And i'll do it myself...
I can't do this anymore,
I mean falling in love,
It hurts to much,
My heart hurts so bad,
Please just end this,
I can't do it on my own,
I can deal with the crying,
Even with the lieing,
But the heartbreak,
I can't stand it,
It's the worst you can feel,
And the thing is,
It's 100 percent real,
So if you won't help me,
Hand me the .44,
And i'll do it myself...
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Do it.....now
I feel like my life's wasted,
It goes on too long,
I feel i've been copied and pasted,
Cuz my life's a song sad song,
Nothing ever works out,
Everything's all so wrong,
I can't find love,
But i'm always in it,
I give my self a shove,
But I can't do shit,
In my water I put the cyanide,
But how can you kill one that's died?
Not dead on the outside,
But dead on the inside,
But isn't that what matters anyway?
I can't get your love,
So I guess it's done,
I'll hold the gun,
And then count to one,
And bam, there's that,...
It goes on too long,
I feel i've been copied and pasted,
Cuz my life's a song sad song,
Nothing ever works out,
Everything's all so wrong,
I can't find love,
But i'm always in it,
I give my self a shove,
But I can't do shit,
In my water I put the cyanide,
But how can you kill one that's died?
Not dead on the outside,
But dead on the inside,
But isn't that what matters anyway?
I can't get your love,
So I guess it's done,
I'll hold the gun,
And then count to one,
And bam, there's that,...
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Idiot
I feel so slow,
You don't even know,
How dumb I feel,
Or how it's surreal,
Lying there awake at night,
Always struggling with myself,
Always at war, in a fight,
They call me smart,
But why do they lie,
I'm in pain enough,
I just wanna die,
So can they quit their bluff,
Before I commit mine,
People call me strong,
But i'm really weak,
We all sit happy,
With ones we call daddy,
But me, I don't know,
He might be dead,
But not as dead as i'm miserable,
I'd never turn to drugs,
But I would if I could live,
I...
You don't even know,
How dumb I feel,
Or how it's surreal,
Lying there awake at night,
Always struggling with myself,
Always at war, in a fight,
They call me smart,
But why do they lie,
I'm in pain enough,
I just wanna die,
So can they quit their bluff,
Before I commit mine,
People call me strong,
But i'm really weak,
We all sit happy,
With ones we call daddy,
But me, I don't know,
He might be dead,
But not as dead as i'm miserable,
I'd never turn to drugs,
But I would if I could live,
I...
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DU Poetry : Submissions by BLIGHT (Anderson)