Submissions by Angel_Of_Darkness (Guardian Demon)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I just graduated high school, I've been writing since I was a freshman. Check my works out if you like not so sappy love and sinister realities.
My Star
Sometimes I sit on the grass
And have to remind myself
Some things just don't last,
That's why I'm by myself.
As I look up, at a million billion stars,
Even just that ten mile move made them look so different.
Because my favorite star of all, the one that warmed my heart,
Used to sit two feet by my side, and now she's just so distant.
Even after three years, time still hasn't blinded me
From what the good old days were like,
Why can't time let me think that I'm still with her, that we're still a "we"?
Even if all I'm believing is...
And have to remind myself
Some things just don't last,
That's why I'm by myself.
As I look up, at a million billion stars,
Even just that ten mile move made them look so different.
Because my favorite star of all, the one that warmed my heart,
Used to sit two feet by my side, and now she's just so distant.
Even after three years, time still hasn't blinded me
From what the good old days were like,
Why can't time let me think that I'm still with her, that we're still a "we"?
Even if all I'm believing is...
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"Us"
What do I want?
I wanna know what she wants.
What she wants from me.
What she wants from us.
Does she want an "us"?
If she wants an "us",
Then I guess I want an "us".
And I guess she would want...
To know what "us" wants.
What does "us" want?
Well, I guess that "us" would want
What we both want.
I obviously don't know what she wants,
So what do I want?
I want her,
I want her to want me,
No, I want her to want "us".
Does she want "us"?...
I wanna know what she wants.
What she wants from me.
What she wants from us.
Does she want an "us"?
If she wants an "us",
Then I guess I want an "us".
And I guess she would want...
To know what "us" wants.
What does "us" want?
Well, I guess that "us" would want
What we both want.
I obviously don't know what she wants,
So what do I want?
I want her,
I want her to want me,
No, I want her to want "us".
Does she want "us"?...
135 reads
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Black Widow
Kiss my scars and I may let you relive them,
Relive the moment when we made them together.
Kiss me black and blue until you feel the rhythm,
Relive my blood pulsing out where your nails dug for what felt like forever.
I enjoy your pleasure, love to see that smile,
Even if mine had to be cut a little wider.
I enjoy your company, though I haven't enjoyed you in a while.
Even if yours are the only hands at my neck, grip them tighter.
Poison me with your kiss, and poison me with your breath,
I wanna be, need to be your man.
Poison me...
Relive the moment when we made them together.
Kiss me black and blue until you feel the rhythm,
Relive my blood pulsing out where your nails dug for what felt like forever.
I enjoy your pleasure, love to see that smile,
Even if mine had to be cut a little wider.
I enjoy your company, though I haven't enjoyed you in a while.
Even if yours are the only hands at my neck, grip them tighter.
Poison me with your kiss, and poison me with your breath,
I wanna be, need to be your man.
Poison me...
84 reads
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Zombie Generation
Less than pauper, less than thief,
We have nothing, as you see.
Rob the richest, feed our needs,
We are the zombie generation.
Break the broken, you love to.
Feed the bloated, he loves you.
Insult the weak, watch him stew.
We are the rebels of a nation.
Less than sinner, less than saint,
Watch us simmer, watch us faint,
We will break out, won't be slain,
We live on with our dedication.
We can not live, we survive,
Yet in numbers, we still thrive,
We'll kill you yet, join the line,
With all your homocidal inclination....
We have nothing, as you see.
Rob the richest, feed our needs,
We are the zombie generation.
Break the broken, you love to.
Feed the bloated, he loves you.
Insult the weak, watch him stew.
We are the rebels of a nation.
Less than sinner, less than saint,
Watch us simmer, watch us faint,
We will break out, won't be slain,
We live on with our dedication.
We can not live, we survive,
Yet in numbers, we still thrive,
We'll kill you yet, join the line,
With all your homocidal inclination....
96 reads
4 Comments
One Foot Outta Hell
So I guess this is what it feels like
To not want to be dead but not know where to go.
So I guess this is goodbye for you and I;
To hesitate is to remove your doubt that I just don't know.
To be or not to be was never the question,
The question was how long were we to be before we were to be not.
To live or to just die is never the question,
The question is how will I live so that your heart will remember me when the whole world's forgot.
And I'd take a step toward anything if that step brought one foot outta hell,
And I'd walk a mile in...
To not want to be dead but not know where to go.
So I guess this is goodbye for you and I;
To hesitate is to remove your doubt that I just don't know.
To be or not to be was never the question,
The question was how long were we to be before we were to be not.
To live or to just die is never the question,
The question is how will I live so that your heart will remember me when the whole world's forgot.
And I'd take a step toward anything if that step brought one foot outta hell,
And I'd walk a mile in...
108 reads
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Crafting Crowns
Thrown into a world I used to own,
A world fast paced and forgetful in its own right and way,
Thrown into a world I no longer know,
A world that has forgotten me just the same.
All these years later, upon my return to sender,
I've come to find the crown I crafted upon another king.
All that I worked for--wiped clean with blood for cleansor,
I've come to accept the fact that I can't accept the new me.
I used to stand apart until they all stood against me.
How can I stand apart on the legs they've paralyzed?
I used to own this world but they...
A world fast paced and forgetful in its own right and way,
Thrown into a world I no longer know,
A world that has forgotten me just the same.
All these years later, upon my return to sender,
I've come to find the crown I crafted upon another king.
All that I worked for--wiped clean with blood for cleansor,
I've come to accept the fact that I can't accept the new me.
I used to stand apart until they all stood against me.
How can I stand apart on the legs they've paralyzed?
I used to own this world but they...
87 reads
3 Comments
I Am the One
I am the one I swore I never was, never could be.
I am the one you swore would never make it.
I am the one I looked at in the mirror and swore I didn't see.
I am the one you swore just couldn't take it.
I'm not alone, never alone,
I stand among a crowd of invisible people.
I'm not a clone, no not a clone,
I stand different while you stand feeble.
I am the one I only ever dreamt I would be,
I am the one you couldn't recognize without the mask,
I am the one I thought was a hero in a movie,
I am the one you called worthless, useless, trash....
I am the one you swore would never make it.
I am the one I looked at in the mirror and swore I didn't see.
I am the one you swore just couldn't take it.
I'm not alone, never alone,
I stand among a crowd of invisible people.
I'm not a clone, no not a clone,
I stand different while you stand feeble.
I am the one I only ever dreamt I would be,
I am the one you couldn't recognize without the mask,
I am the one I thought was a hero in a movie,
I am the one you called worthless, useless, trash....
108 reads
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Defaced Part Two (Who Am I This Week?)
I will take a look in the mirror then,
To see what I turned out to be.
I see blond hair, blue eyes, pale skin,
To find out that what I didn't see was me.
It was you and you can't live with yourself,
Much less a carbon-copy inside of me;
It was you because I couldn't live with myself,
Much less inside this sea
Of lies and truths that can't be told,
So I let you make me whatever you are.
Of course I can't always fit your mold,
So I bend and I break, but it never gets me too far.
To see what I turned out to be.
I see blond hair, blue eyes, pale skin,
To find out that what I didn't see was me.
It was you and you can't live with yourself,
Much less a carbon-copy inside of me;
It was you because I couldn't live with myself,
Much less inside this sea
Of lies and truths that can't be told,
So I let you make me whatever you are.
Of course I can't always fit your mold,
So I bend and I break, but it never gets me too far.
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Time To Slay the Dragon
Since the beginning of time man has been fascinated with the creatures of imagination,
But a creature as vile as this is yet unheard of.
Since the beginning of time we have dreamed of dragons killing men and nations,
But this one is real, and his heart is filled with perverted love.
Yes, for the first time since fairy tales, we have a dragon roaming the streets,
And he's not afraid to kill for fun.
Yes, for me the pleasure is only for he and I to meet,
And I'm not about to turn and run.
He breathed his words like fire, burning all who came in range,...
But a creature as vile as this is yet unheard of.
Since the beginning of time we have dreamed of dragons killing men and nations,
But this one is real, and his heart is filled with perverted love.
Yes, for the first time since fairy tales, we have a dragon roaming the streets,
And he's not afraid to kill for fun.
Yes, for me the pleasure is only for he and I to meet,
And I'm not about to turn and run.
He breathed his words like fire, burning all who came in range,...
98 reads
5 Comments
Things That Rhyme With Duck
Her eyes used to shine with good luck,
But now she just freaking sucks,
And with every day,
She drives farther away,
I hope she gets hit by a truck.
But now she just freaking sucks,
And with every day,
She drives farther away,
I hope she gets hit by a truck.
208 reads
8 Comments
The Tribute
I will fake a smile for the sake of Kyle,
The guy who kept me sane through all the joy and all the pain,
And laugh a hollow laugh at December as I try so fricking hard not to remember
All of the little moments I once thought we had, the good, the ugly, and the ones gone so very bad.
I lost a lot of friends along this road, but what's gone is gone, so
I'll waste another day just thinking of what may
Have been the start of a forever full of "I wish I had never"'s,
And break another heart with my hollowed out false love, while I reminisce on what is,...
The guy who kept me sane through all the joy and all the pain,
And laugh a hollow laugh at December as I try so fricking hard not to remember
All of the little moments I once thought we had, the good, the ugly, and the ones gone so very bad.
I lost a lot of friends along this road, but what's gone is gone, so
I'll waste another day just thinking of what may
Have been the start of a forever full of "I wish I had never"'s,
And break another heart with my hollowed out false love, while I reminisce on what is,...
102 reads
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Take A Bow
Today my guardian angel sinned against me,
She raised her wings and her hands and flew away,
Today my guardian angel cut me so deep,
She raised her wings and left when I asked her to stay.
She sinned against me when asked to run away with me,
Today she broke the most fragile of hearts.
She sinned against me when I only wanted free,
Today she broke away to restart.
Start again with someone new, who's too afraid of all things new,
Just like she's too scared to leave what's here.
Start again with someone who can blind her from what's true,...
She raised her wings and her hands and flew away,
Today my guardian angel cut me so deep,
She raised her wings and left when I asked her to stay.
She sinned against me when asked to run away with me,
Today she broke the most fragile of hearts.
She sinned against me when I only wanted free,
Today she broke away to restart.
Start again with someone new, who's too afraid of all things new,
Just like she's too scared to leave what's here.
Start again with someone who can blind her from what's true,...
109 reads
7 Comments
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