Submissions by AlmostDead0909
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi. I'm Jess. I write quite depressing poems, mainly based on personal experience or a metaphor for my personal experience. I hope you enjoy it.
SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2012 10:01pm
27th Aug 2012 10:01pm
Disordered
My vision is blurred, unable to see
Ringing in my ears, deafening me
Fatigue deep set in every limb
But I know its worth it to become slim
Irrational, impatient, always crying,
Starving, hating, slowly dying
Saw my hipbones appear today
Gives me another reason to carry on this way
Overcome with stomach ache
Hope when I sleep, I won't wake
It so hurts, I scream in pain,
This eating disorder driving me insane.
Ringing in my ears, deafening me
Fatigue deep set in every limb
But I know its worth it to become slim
Irrational, impatient, always crying,
Starving, hating, slowly dying
Saw my hipbones appear today
Gives me another reason to carry on this way
Overcome with stomach ache
Hope when I sleep, I won't wake
It so hurts, I scream in pain,
This eating disorder driving me insane.
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Aug 2012 9:26am
27th Aug 2012 9:26am
Who Could Love Me?
A hole in my body,
A hole in my chest,
A hole in my life,
Always depressed.
A pain in my stomach,
A pain in my soul,
A pain in my mind,
For I have no control.
Blood on the floor,
Blood through the night,
Blood on my wrists,
Crimson and bright.
A thought of you,
A thought of hate,
A thought of death,
Left me in a state.
A scream of silence,
A scream of pain,
A scream of torture,
Driving me insane.
Cuts on my skin,
Cuts violently,
Cuts bleeding love...
But who could love me?
A hole in my chest,
A hole in my life,
Always depressed.
A pain in my stomach,
A pain in my soul,
A pain in my mind,
For I have no control.
Blood on the floor,
Blood through the night,
Blood on my wrists,
Crimson and bright.
A thought of you,
A thought of hate,
A thought of death,
Left me in a state.
A scream of silence,
A scream of pain,
A scream of torture,
Driving me insane.
Cuts on my skin,
Cuts violently,
Cuts bleeding love...
But who could love me?
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Aug 2012 6:44pm
26th Aug 2012 6:44pm
Hysteria
Hysteria.
Like an electric shock through my soul.
A manic laugh: losing control.
Like emotion all bottled inside,
Now letting loose and it won't subside.
Like a dream, surreal and crazy:
My life blurs: my vision is hazy.
Don't worry about me, I beg, implore;
As I writhe in pain I only laugh more!
I deserve this agony, its justified...
As is the ruin you caused me inside.
Can't find my heart, where has it gone?
It's encased in scars, its faded to none.
This dying inside screams at me to say:
It was YOU...
Like an electric shock through my soul.
A manic laugh: losing control.
Like emotion all bottled inside,
Now letting loose and it won't subside.
Like a dream, surreal and crazy:
My life blurs: my vision is hazy.
Don't worry about me, I beg, implore;
As I writhe in pain I only laugh more!
I deserve this agony, its justified...
As is the ruin you caused me inside.
Can't find my heart, where has it gone?
It's encased in scars, its faded to none.
This dying inside screams at me to say:
It was YOU...
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