Submissions by Ajac
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
putting my thoughts onto paper is difficult but I enjoy it so much! its relaxing. Even if I don't write it down its just every were all the time poetry, art,Beautiful flowing thoughts that I cannot hold inside,its an explosion in my mind.
Poison
This white toxic smoke I inhale,
filling my lungs.
My thoughts turn, flicking back and forth.
This ice I was introduced to,
sharing its wasrm twist.
Lost my soul.Giving it to my poison.
Keeper of my life.
She captured my darkened soul.
Conection we shared words cannot explain. I save the moments we shared.
Those wicked eyes, beauty of imperfection. The way she looked at me, innocent yet so powerful.
The poison stated to fade, begging for it to last.
Addicted to poison, leaving me in solitude.
filling my lungs.
My thoughts turn, flicking back and forth.
This ice I was introduced to,
sharing its wasrm twist.
Lost my soul.Giving it to my poison.
Keeper of my life.
She captured my darkened soul.
Conection we shared words cannot explain. I save the moments we shared.
Those wicked eyes, beauty of imperfection. The way she looked at me, innocent yet so powerful.
The poison stated to fade, begging for it to last.
Addicted to poison, leaving me in solitude.
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Icey Love
This thick black place you so unfortunately stumbled upon.
Yet your here, you've tasted the twist.
Now you find yourself, believing you can handle the darkness. You wander endlessly into the black hole,
Time has faded.
Realizing the darkness has captured you.
You take a moment.
Remembering that first taste of the twist.
Reality catches up.
You've wandered far from what you knew.
Left you with darkness.
Twist
Escaping is a lost path.
Some may find away. Others must be brought there.
To guide you...
Yet your here, you've tasted the twist.
Now you find yourself, believing you can handle the darkness. You wander endlessly into the black hole,
Time has faded.
Realizing the darkness has captured you.
You take a moment.
Remembering that first taste of the twist.
Reality catches up.
You've wandered far from what you knew.
Left you with darkness.
Twist
Escaping is a lost path.
Some may find away. Others must be brought there.
To guide you...
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Liquid Death
I daydream of death, dark and evil. I let it take over. This glorious feeling of things that kill and hurt.
This icey soul I carry.
Dangerously craving evil dark substances, emotion.
Dying, searching for the lost life. The longer I live the more I'm dying to feel the pain.
The life of secretes I play to well. The part thats true I hid away.
If I set it free. I can't promise there will be control.
Liquid death seeping into your sold soul. Tearing the innocence, leaving it icey and black. My advantage is too mighty to deny.
Just let me in, ill show...
This icey soul I carry.
Dangerously craving evil dark substances, emotion.
Dying, searching for the lost life. The longer I live the more I'm dying to feel the pain.
The life of secretes I play to well. The part thats true I hid away.
If I set it free. I can't promise there will be control.
Liquid death seeping into your sold soul. Tearing the innocence, leaving it icey and black. My advantage is too mighty to deny.
Just let me in, ill show...
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this is me
me
I am ready to give up,
yes iv'e being I drug addict alcoholic..
I have being destroying those habits.
still today that's all anyone can see.
Is my past.
all the bad I've done, no one cares for how hard I'm trying.
and I hate that, I feel hatred, disgusted , and this deep disappointment with my family..
I've gone through hell and back and im still standing...
I am ready to give up,
yes iv'e being I drug addict alcoholic..
I have being destroying those habits.
still today that's all anyone can see.
Is my past.
all the bad I've done, no one cares for how hard I'm trying.
and I hate that, I feel hatred, disgusted , and this deep disappointment with my family..
I've gone through hell and back and im still standing...
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no title
I want you to experience these feelings that you give me,
just being around you, looking at me, your smile..
your vibe, everything..
you tow with me,
and I like it.
witch is bad?
I'm not sure...
I love you, beyond how friends should,
its very passionate deep, deep love that I feel for you, i honesty can't help myself.
and in a way its not a good thing,
I know I show you that I care for you, all the time, when ever I can. I will be there to pick you up and make you smile, laugh..
You bright up the room.
best of all... ...
just being around you, looking at me, your smile..
your vibe, everything..
you tow with me,
and I like it.
witch is bad?
I'm not sure...
I love you, beyond how friends should,
its very passionate deep, deep love that I feel for you, i honesty can't help myself.
and in a way its not a good thing,
I know I show you that I care for you, all the time, when ever I can. I will be there to pick you up and make you smile, laugh..
You bright up the room.
best of all... ...
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Humanity
This Unwanted Bestowing that people shove down my throat.
The Showering criticism,
Flowering in my skin.
Letting down my freedom.
These triggering feelings
scratching at my thoughts,
words blabbering from my mouth.
This classification that is thrown upon Humanity,
Destructing life itself.
this demon that stands by my side, creeping into my
mind.
at times I know I'm not the only one who feels it.
The Showering criticism,
Flowering in my skin.
Letting down my freedom.
These triggering feelings
scratching at my thoughts,
words blabbering from my mouth.
This classification that is thrown upon Humanity,
Destructing life itself.
this demon that stands by my side, creeping into my
mind.
at times I know I'm not the only one who feels it.
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Wide World
gazing at the great world beyond my reach
there's these unknowing wonders that embrace me for all that I am.
this lovely exhilaration of the unknown,
this unhealthy perfection, suffocates the animalistic nature.
The Demented Emptiness.
For I crave great explanatory, passionate words.
My body thrives on touching the beautiful nature surrounding the art of this world.
And can't stand the plain bubble that people pray them selves with.
Thriving on peoples vibes, and various words.
To know not one but...
there's these unknowing wonders that embrace me for all that I am.
this lovely exhilaration of the unknown,
this unhealthy perfection, suffocates the animalistic nature.
The Demented Emptiness.
For I crave great explanatory, passionate words.
My body thrives on touching the beautiful nature surrounding the art of this world.
And can't stand the plain bubble that people pray them selves with.
Thriving on peoples vibes, and various words.
To know not one but...
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hypercritical
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Art
Art,
Definition Everything!
Art Flows though my veins
I see everything as Beautiful..
Darkness,
Enlightenment.
Love falls on everything I touch,
inspiration comes though all experiences..
As I wake I feel the exhilaration of the earth touching my soul..
love is passion.
passion is my everything..
I Love Art,
art is everything around you,
its not what you see,
its how it makes you feel.
thinking of art and passion is Beautiful
but making it, and putting it out there is what...
Definition Everything!
Art Flows though my veins
I see everything as Beautiful..
Darkness,
Enlightenment.
Love falls on everything I touch,
inspiration comes though all experiences..
As I wake I feel the exhilaration of the earth touching my soul..
love is passion.
passion is my everything..
I Love Art,
art is everything around you,
its not what you see,
its how it makes you feel.
thinking of art and passion is Beautiful
but making it, and putting it out there is what...
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Hopelessness
Compromising all that I am,that I bestowed on you,
demolishing my concentration, and these dreadful feelings that tear my soul,
I could never dishearten you, I kept your heart in mine.
you fulfilled this emptiness, with warmth and exploding happiness.
this deprivation,
this numbness of concentration,
I cant live with myself without you,
but I'm dying being with you.
and maybe I am selfish for these thoughts and feelings that come to me,
you played with my strings that held my heart together.
I loved you,
no I love you and I...
demolishing my concentration, and these dreadful feelings that tear my soul,
I could never dishearten you, I kept your heart in mine.
you fulfilled this emptiness, with warmth and exploding happiness.
this deprivation,
this numbness of concentration,
I cant live with myself without you,
but I'm dying being with you.
and maybe I am selfish for these thoughts and feelings that come to me,
you played with my strings that held my heart together.
I loved you,
no I love you and I...
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DU Poetry : Submissions by Ajac