Submissions by Aiyana

I have a secret

One never told

Though i'd like to tell someone

The secret that I hold

But who will listen to

The secrets of my heart

Is there really anyone

Who will listen to my story from the start

When you see me every time

I may smile but see

I would never tell you

That I feel so much misery

So I cover up my secret

With little lies

But those who say I matter to them

They'd see it in my eyes

Though they may ask

If I am alright, I cannot...

These thoughts of mine

Are unhindered by time.

Past, present, and future-its all the same

Happiness, tears and pain

And everything in between

Always show their true extend in every dream.

I am just a girl with a lost soul

Surviving each new day only goal

Fighting my addictons of meth and cutting every minute of the day

Sometimes i wonder if it really helps when I pray.

Life hasnt been what i think it should

But now that the chance arrives I cant help but to wonder if its good

Is it good...