Submissions by AidreanJoell (Addie Loveless)

I rub my temples as a useless attempt,
To silence the Voices,
Running through my head.
Some are angry at the world,
Others clamp up in silent sorrow.
So why do I still hear them?
Why do they still scream,
Not with me,
But at me?
There are rare moments of peace.
Of silence.
But of course, it never lasts.
Is it too much too much to ask,
For them to stay  silent?
Inside and outside of my mind they roar,
Not with me,
But at me.
My hatred spikes,
My heart rate climbs.
I roar with frustration at my Voices.
I've declared...

If you looked into my eyes for real you'd see the raw of how I feel.
The pain in my heart for you, the longing to make it untrue, to make you smile again.
As long as I've known you, you've never seen true happiness. And you deserve the best.
I cant decide which is worse.
The fact that I miss you and never had you, or the fact that I love you and you don't want me.
I fake my smile when you sling your arm around me and call me "sister" but deep down, I know you know it cuts me.
No blood relation, an unspoken connection, I know we both feel.
Weather it be...