Submissions by 4Ever4Gotten (Dani)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Chances are, you'll find very few if any happy poems from me. Deep and emotional is the way I write. check it out
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Jul 2014 4:48pm
25th Jul 2014 4:48pm
Gaea
The one best friend
I've ever had
Now it's time to let go
No longer the comfort of her touch
No softness at my feet.
She was the one,
Who years ago
Brought me out of my shell.
One part bitch,
The rest a baby
We bonded instantly.
I'll never forget
Your deep green eyes
Or the way youd cry at me
Just know this please,
You'll always be in my heart
Baby girl, I love you
I've ever had
Now it's time to let go
No longer the comfort of her touch
No softness at my feet.
She was the one,
Who years ago
Brought me out of my shell.
One part bitch,
The rest a baby
We bonded instantly.
I'll never forget
Your deep green eyes
Or the way youd cry at me
Just know this please,
You'll always be in my heart
Baby girl, I love you
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th May 2014 7:26am
12th May 2014 7:26am
You
Why do you do this to me?
I can't even control myself
Saying things I wouldn't EVER
And yet I have no filter
I'm smiling like an idiot
Grinning ear to ear
And my face is flushing red
It's just the things you say
You're such a Mr. Cool
Proud of what you're doing
As I'm acting like a fool
It's like you can see through me
A truth I'm scared to know
You're driving me completely crazy
I'm longing to hear that laugh
And not feel so invisible
Like I'm 12 again
You're stuck on my mind
As if an old school...
I can't even control myself
Saying things I wouldn't EVER
And yet I have no filter
I'm smiling like an idiot
Grinning ear to ear
And my face is flushing red
It's just the things you say
You're such a Mr. Cool
Proud of what you're doing
As I'm acting like a fool
It's like you can see through me
A truth I'm scared to know
You're driving me completely crazy
I'm longing to hear that laugh
And not feel so invisible
Like I'm 12 again
You're stuck on my mind
As if an old school...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th May 2014 5:58am
12th May 2014 5:58am
f**k The Institution
So they say I'm insane
Talking to the walls
When the voices reply
They say that I'm crazy
Listening to thoughts
As they say "Do it"
They want to put me away
Saying I'm a jumper
Prone to suicide
And I say
FUCK THE INSTITUTION
FUCK BEING LOCKED AWAY
FUCK THE PRESSURE
IM NOT FUCKING PERFECT
FUCK YOU!
Talking to the walls
When the voices reply
They say that I'm crazy
Listening to thoughts
As they say "Do it"
They want to put me away
Saying I'm a jumper
Prone to suicide
And I say
FUCK THE INSTITUTION
FUCK BEING LOCKED AWAY
FUCK THE PRESSURE
IM NOT FUCKING PERFECT
FUCK YOU!
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
11th May 2014 6:10am
11th May 2014 6:10am
Why Me?
So I'm stuck here again. Caught in the middle of an emotional trainwreck. I can't even tell what my mind is saying anymore. Torn between a past I loved, and a future of uncertainty. Not wanting to let go of what was, hating what is, and terrified of what will be. It seems like everyone that mattered, doesn't care if I'm alive or if I've dropped dead. Lovely. Sometimes I wonder if this life of mine is worth all of the pain and heartache. When I can't even figure out if the past is coming back to haunt me, or if the interest is true. I'm probably just imagining it. Just as I did back then. That...
85 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Apr 2014 1:19am
25th Apr 2014 1:19am
Word Vomit
It's so hard to know what to say
Looking at you after all this time
Distance seemed like eternity
Space faded into nothing
Now you want me to say something
What can I excuse from the blabber in my head?
Thoughts of an endless parade
The psychosis kicks in
I'm losing it now
The cool I once possessed
The capability of talking to you
It frightens me to death
Why can't I just say what I'm thinking?
Why am I not capable of showing anymore?
You aren't the one hiding the secret
You've all but forgotten me
Maybe if...
Looking at you after all this time
Distance seemed like eternity
Space faded into nothing
Now you want me to say something
What can I excuse from the blabber in my head?
Thoughts of an endless parade
The psychosis kicks in
I'm losing it now
The cool I once possessed
The capability of talking to you
It frightens me to death
Why can't I just say what I'm thinking?
Why am I not capable of showing anymore?
You aren't the one hiding the secret
You've all but forgotten me
Maybe if...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
24th Feb 2014 10:42pm
24th Feb 2014 10:42pm
A New Chapter
The silence screams in my head
My hands trembling again
I want to pick up the phone
My Dealer patiently waits
I can't, I promised
Giving it up is hard
Harder than I thought
I don't want to quit
I'm not doing it for me
They won't have to know
Its only this one time
I'm doing it..
I make the call
Soon it's here
I'm beyond elated
Moments later, I light
So much for the promise
I've relapsed again
My hands trembling again
I want to pick up the phone
My Dealer patiently waits
I can't, I promised
Giving it up is hard
Harder than I thought
I don't want to quit
I'm not doing it for me
They won't have to know
Its only this one time
I'm doing it..
I make the call
Soon it's here
I'm beyond elated
Moments later, I light
So much for the promise
I've relapsed again
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Sep 2013 1:42pm
20th Sep 2013 1:42pm
i dont even know how to title this
Turn around
Every chance you have,
Take
Don't abuse the love received,
reciprocate
one day you may receive the sun
Warm embrace for open arms
Look about
Life is a blur
A moment in time
When its over...none
not more than a memory
on a mind left so broken
Cherish the time
Before its gone
And love her while you can
Every chance you have,
Take
Don't abuse the love received,
reciprocate
one day you may receive the sun
Warm embrace for open arms
Look about
Life is a blur
A moment in time
When its over...none
not more than a memory
on a mind left so broken
Cherish the time
Before its gone
And love her while you can
84 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
20th Jul 2013 8:58am
20th Jul 2013 8:58am
Strung Out and A Lit Cigarette
238 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th May 2013 3:12pm
30th May 2013 3:12pm
I Need My Heroes
No more of the stupid things
It's been a while since I've been strong
Now that I'm letting go
I need to fill that space
That hole inside that I cannot ignore
Now that you're really gone
Respecting your wishes, just as I promised
I won't be around
It's no surprise I need my heroes now
As their words invade my ears
A melodic beat to live by
Their words of inspiration lift me
Out of the darkness,
I am free.
Words of wisdom
Emotion expressed
Now that I'm letting go
I need my Heroes
It's been a while since I've been strong
Now that I'm letting go
I need to fill that space
That hole inside that I cannot ignore
Now that you're really gone
Respecting your wishes, just as I promised
I won't be around
It's no surprise I need my heroes now
As their words invade my ears
A melodic beat to live by
Their words of inspiration lift me
Out of the darkness,
I am free.
Words of wisdom
Emotion expressed
Now that I'm letting go
I need my Heroes
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