Confession

             
It was a mistake, a Freudian slip
a loose tongue, now he’s
knocking at the door.

What should I do
Let him in, ignore the banging
Preteen it was nothing
 
We were just two sexual being enjoying the flow
and the night of hot meaningless sex
just trying to satisfied our endless appetite if just for the night
Then came the slip
 

One lose moment, guard down
 words uncovered
in the heat of passion
the truth exposed
The factual self not the façade

 
Now it’s out, exposed to the light
Words once spoken can never be brought back  

The mistake made,
now he’s here knocking at bathroom door
You ask what was this Freudian slip?
I said I loved him of course.

My life confession

I'm insecure
I doubt myself alot.
I usually take for granted
everything i've got.

I tell others
"of course I don't cry"
I know i'm not perfect
But at least I try.

I trip over my shoes
as well as my words.
I hide my pain well
and make sure no one heard.

My friends consider me weird
but cute at the same time.
I refuse to eat ketchup
because I drank it as a child.

I listen to music
like it's the air I breathe.
I try and help others
and I love to write poetry

in this my time of need
we can never put out fires
clarity only stokes them
the thorn in your eye
will one day metamorphose into a rose
like the petals
us to will die
my heart has always wanted to dance
in your hands
you cut down its strings
now the honesty is dusted
so much to bring to the surface
fearing the outcome
I can only be vague
in the hope  
that you'll still love me
that way

Let My Secret Turn You Out

We've been hanging out ever since we were little
Everytime you're around I suddenly get the giggles
When we embrace your beard slightly tickles
The flesh on my neck I'm tired of talking riddles
I'm ready to be real and keep it one hundred
All this time you're the prey I've been secretly hunting
You don't know how long I've been lusting and wanting
I couldn't keep silent I just had to say something
Boy come here I'll whisper it in your ear
I want to confess all my secrets to you dear
How I been eyeing your ass so round like a sphere
You don't understand let me make myself clear
Brace yourself because I'm about to get deep
I want to make love to you in between the sheets
I want to lick your toes and taste your pretty feet
And lick your booty hole damn I bet it taste sweet
Till my face is planted and buried in your behind
Then I'll run my stiff tongue slowly up your spine
My dick is ready to claim what should've been mine
So let's get it on we've wasted enough time
I know at some point you probably felt the same
A picture of me naked probably etched in your brain
I know you've anticipated the warmth of my cumstain
So give me the chance to make it rain on your frame
You stare into my eyes and you call me out my name
You tell me that I'm trippin' and I'm completely insane
You tell me all your secrets and you tell me that you're game
Friends with benefits is what we've became
Boy I know at first it will all seem strange
We got to make a pact that our friendship won't change
Got history between us got memories with range
Let me show you something new here's a hint it hangs
Go ahead and touch it caress it and stroke it
I've dreamed about you boy you sucking me off and choking
I'm hard as a rock now you got me so swollen
We're all alone I'm a bust your cherry wide open
You'd like that wouldn't you? Let me turn you out
Get on your knees and put my dick in your mouth
While I confess to you boy how good that shit feels
Slob on my knob let's make this thing real
Time has passed and I've performed every act
That I've confessed to you earlier I'm ready to break your back
Spread your cheeks and wink your hole
I'm ready to fuck you stupid and deposit my load
When I climaxed in you I held your body tight
Then we exchanged more secrets while we fucked all night