Poetry competition CLOSED 18th January 2014 1:11am
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0913338 (Semaj)
the moment when I die
Anonymous
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Anonymous
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the moment i die
will be a moment of sacrifice
i will die at the edge of a sorwd
the sword sharp as the wit behind it
i will die in a fanacy land
a land where my ideas flourish
i will leave this hell hole
and die a death by the
challange of a life time
alone i will be
alone is what i want
die a battlefeild death
you know i might have read one too many fantasy books. hope you like my poem.
will be a moment of sacrifice
i will die at the edge of a sorwd
the sword sharp as the wit behind it
i will die in a fanacy land
a land where my ideas flourish
i will leave this hell hole
and die a death by the
challange of a life time
alone i will be
alone is what i want
die a battlefeild death
you know i might have read one too many fantasy books. hope you like my poem.
Anonymous
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I have sifted
through the diluted waters
tainted of blood
Of those I have loved
and of those who have sought my elimination.
I see them all before me
they speak in tongues I shouldn't understand
and sing in songs
of lives I have taken
of lives I have lost.
There he sits
flashing,
but a mere memory.
There she embraces him
her, of my deepest affection
They are both here
before me.
enticing me to fade
waiting eagerly for the trigger to be pulled.
I only feel empty
many tears have fallen from my eyes
but not tonight.
not tonight.
Where does my ambition burn,
contained within the boilers of fear
it yearns for my release.
fear stands at the ready
like my finger, twitching
such simplicity.
I hear them all sing my name
I hear them all sing
I hear them all
They hear the rotation in the chamber.
And they hear the bullet lodge into my skull.
And I too, sing.
through the diluted waters
tainted of blood
Of those I have loved
and of those who have sought my elimination.
I see them all before me
they speak in tongues I shouldn't understand
and sing in songs
of lives I have taken
of lives I have lost.
There he sits
flashing,
but a mere memory.
There she embraces him
her, of my deepest affection
They are both here
before me.
enticing me to fade
waiting eagerly for the trigger to be pulled.
I only feel empty
many tears have fallen from my eyes
but not tonight.
not tonight.
Where does my ambition burn,
contained within the boilers of fear
it yearns for my release.
fear stands at the ready
like my finger, twitching
such simplicity.
I hear them all sing my name
I hear them all sing
I hear them all
They hear the rotation in the chamber.
And they hear the bullet lodge into my skull.
And I too, sing.
This is it,
This is how it ends.
Where I go I ought be naught forlorn
For at this precipice I stand before
I see my life as not deplored,
But rather
Of one adorned
With love and joy
Through naive eyes of a curious boy.
I say I stand without regret
For at this precipice I stand, and yet
I shed no tears nor flee from fears,
But rather hear a subtle cheer
To commemorate my full career
Here at this precipice while I lay in peace,
And as I plunge down underneath this stream
I perceive as just a seamless dream,
I can feel my sentience tear asunder
At this precipice of this greater wonder.
I've never once felt so complete,
To be so depleted that I could sleep forever.
This is how it ends.
Where I go I ought be naught forlorn
For at this precipice I stand before
I see my life as not deplored,
But rather
Of one adorned
With love and joy
Through naive eyes of a curious boy.
I say I stand without regret
For at this precipice I stand, and yet
I shed no tears nor flee from fears,
But rather hear a subtle cheer
To commemorate my full career
Here at this precipice while I lay in peace,
And as I plunge down underneath this stream
I perceive as just a seamless dream,
I can feel my sentience tear asunder
At this precipice of this greater wonder.
I've never once felt so complete,
To be so depleted that I could sleep forever.
Are you freaking kidding me?
Are you freaking kidding me?
This is the end
This is what my life has amount to
This is the end
Now that I am standing, staring, talking to Deathin the face
He has told me I am a disgrace
A disgrace to my mother, a woman who was a whore at 16
A disgrace to a father, a one night stand who was a Deacon at 32
A disgrace to your siblings, who looked up to you
A disgrace to your friends, those who cared for you
LeeAnn Jaliza Early you’re a disgrace to society you little whore
But how did it come to this?
Me talking to myself and thinking that everything is cool
Me seeing things
Hating myself
Even cutting myself
I am not ready to die but I thought I was
I am also not ready to live
I am confused
I don’t know what to do
Do I choose the dark or the light path?
Do I wake up from this nightmare?
I don’t know what my fate is?
I don’t know why I am here?
I don’t know should I live?
For God hasn’t made the choice clear
So while I am lying on my death bed
Someone needs to help me and pray
I need love before I die
Because these are my last breaths, heart beats, and tears I am afraid to say
Are you freaking kidding me?
This is the end
This is what my life has amount to
This is the end
Now that I am standing, staring, talking to Deathin the face
He has told me I am a disgrace
A disgrace to my mother, a woman who was a whore at 16
A disgrace to a father, a one night stand who was a Deacon at 32
A disgrace to your siblings, who looked up to you
A disgrace to your friends, those who cared for you
LeeAnn Jaliza Early you’re a disgrace to society you little whore
But how did it come to this?
Me talking to myself and thinking that everything is cool
Me seeing things
Hating myself
Even cutting myself
I am not ready to die but I thought I was
I am also not ready to live
I am confused
I don’t know what to do
Do I choose the dark or the light path?
Do I wake up from this nightmare?
I don’t know what my fate is?
I don’t know why I am here?
I don’t know should I live?
For God hasn’t made the choice clear
So while I am lying on my death bed
Someone needs to help me and pray
I need love before I die
Because these are my last breaths, heart beats, and tears I am afraid to say
Anonymous
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